misery

2008-01-14T21:22:00.000+08:00

BLOG ADD CHANGE.

please get the new one from me.

2 issues

2007-12-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

just wanna blog abt 2 issues. more like venting out my problems. i figure that chances read by necessaries are low.

1. i am losing the little faith i've got for church. i cant find the peace liao. it's losing in me. this is bad cause it is like indicating that i wanna run away. sianx. i really dunno. i talk to laureen and annie abt it. annie says if really tired, take a break and think(sumting like tat). i dunno lo. i am not ready to be christian at all. i believe God and really appreciate his love but i am just a great sinner. i love a GIRL. this is wrong by his words and i dun wan to change. confess without admendment equals to nothing. ya, that's it. i am getting alittle stress i guess. i felt pushed to be a Christian. so i cannot attend church services, cells, seminars coz i am not a christian? i really dunno lo. wo bu zhi dao le. amanda(my well miss beloved NIECE) says it's common for my cell frens wanting me to convert and change de. i really dunno. i am just NOT ready. how long i need? i dunno. mths? yrs? maybe my death? i dunno. hais

2. have u pple ever felt a feeling of past being triggered again? and u realise alot of things u tot had happened din happen? missing someone but it's so painful? hais. i called amanda last night to talk. msn with bell to talk. i really painful now. i am back to the hole which i tot had climbed out. f**k that bloody feeling la. making me miserable only. pathetic me. sianx la. i am back to square one, the deepest shit i ever got into. it brings me back to the feeling so many yrs ago where i like that HER for yearS, for almost 5 whole years. shit me la. i hate that soft spot for feelings. it really got triggered so badly. i wish someone can talk me out. i cannot let the person noe ever again. this shall be one of the deepest secret oni to known close fren.

finally vent out some feelings. feeling alittle better.

2007-12-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

summary of last week. basically wed was out in the noon for a few hrs with my neighbour and her grand-daugher. went to visit another baby, so CUTE... haha., stayed home and rest. thurs went to take IC photo, do registration for schools, buy my NEW camera from SONY, W200. damn nice la. and i got a free photo printer. not setting up yet. got to pack up my room first. fri went mahjong at elisha's place (nv go out to the sea with bell in the end coz i tot meeting mich but tio PS again) den nite time went LWS to make school payment and Home Sweet Home. sat stayed home in the afternoon till 4plus headed weiqiang's class den we went over to LWS class. had dinner there too. right after class, headed pasir ris for Qingli's bdae celebration. met leiyen and marilyn there. cool... all 3 of us got cars and we arrange to celebrate QL bdae on monday too. headed home after that. last min got call from mich so went to pick her from dlbO den headed geylang for dim sum, her fren joined us. after supper, sent her home. due to the chinese tea i had earlier, i couldnt slp. so stay up and did some cds for her(dont 4get to bring over to Aussie, gonna miss u badly this time... u are staying there for SO SO SO Long), watch la pi xiao xin movie online den headed bed oni ard 5+. woke up at 10am for church, almost cant wake up lo but i made it still, late though. went lunch with them den the 5 of us headed central mall(shuling,annie,waileng,jinfay and me) den got some stuffs. shuling went back first while we headed town. had subway for dinner(on good promo), bought sweets for mich. oh ya, we oso bought qinying's bdae present le.. COOL. i think it's nice. i got sherms and Kj's pressents too.. i walked so many places jus to find the RIGHT one. damn tired lo. (sorry gals, make u all go all the way with me.) after that went annie home and delivered GOODs to mich. headed KJ party after that. i got abit sianx coz alot of unknowns and many weird weird pple. hais i dunno la. the very most i got was zhenxin and Kaitian. and we had make a Great effort to set up a miserable "table" to make mahjong. den oni play a really SHORT while, KJ request us to give up the game for her fren sake. please la. her frens come in gp de lo. we set up so xin ku and pple get to enjoy the fruit of it. i really si bei sian, cant wait for cake cutting so i can go la. i was dead tired already, not enuff of slp lo. by then i was really BLACK face le. anw i left right after the cake cutting and went off with zx and kt. sent them to tiong for their supper while i headed home lo. that's abt it. was quite sian at the party la. anw just wanna wish KJ and shermz a belated HAppy Birthday and also to todae's birthday GIRL, Miss Eunice Tan. enjoy!

updates!

2007-12-04T17:47:00.000+08:00

had started a new blog with some friends but still in progress. wait for real cool updates den will realise the link.

anyway, stayed home on fri except at nite which i went for some church seminar on the topic "your work matters to God". i think it's pretty cool and the speaker is damn humourous la. anyway it's cool class. headed tian ji porriage with the cell members. we are damn cool. and pple there are: qinying, priscilla, rachel, waileng, jinfay, jinfay's sister, jialing. meiping joined us later. we ate abt 17or so of the tian ji. esp me, qingying and pris. haha. met qy on sat again to go queensway to change her top. i was looking for some stuff but failed. bought some care product though. went class after that. after last class i headed home le lo. yupz.

sun din go church, went somewhere else. anw nite time went with bell to wang li hong concert organised by singtel and sony ericsson. got huang yida and li ji han oso. anw i must really admit that wang li hong's live is really good. he sang my fav songs like kiss goodbye, ai ni deng yu ai zi ji, bu yao hai pa etc. not 4get bell's fav FOREVER LOVE. and plus point is that we can see him clearly lo coz standing de. haha.. the anchor song he even came down stage. bell got pushed like hell. haha.. after which, we headed for tian ji porriage AGAIN!!! we shared 7 of it lo. tian, i am gonna get so FAT la.

yesterdae-mon. met up with michelle, rather impromtu meetup for lunch. had ichiban sushi at ps. and headed k box at cine. practically she delicates song and i got to sing. lol. intro her many new songs while she's away from sg. guess she really like ella's qiang qiang and jj's xi jie. i got to send some songs for her and also lyrics la. aha. sent her back den came home. had some rest and wake up realising i fallen sick. but nevertheless i cook dinner for mum, she's home late ma.

todae sent mum to work den headed komoco to send my car for service. headed to the docs den to the market to do marketing. bought porriage too. after breakfast and medicine. i went to bed. woke up ard 3+ to cook soup. now waiting for fish etc. later heading cell gp but not going to drive coz my med might cause drowsiness. okay, got to go back to cook liao.

*ps: sok, i blog le!!!*

2007-11-30T02:34:00.000+08:00

i am back

apparently all my readers are complaining. so sorry la. basically my life revolves around work, church, friends,home, cooking, singing, mahjong the past month. it's not that i dont want to give details, but i forgot alot le. just a brief summary okay?

anw i finally went ikea the other day with my church frens after sending waileng off back to hk. 8 of us squeesed in my tiny car and headed ikea tampinese. i love their companies. they rawks. anw had bible empathsis week just last week talking about "end time" well it's quite nice but time wasnt enuff to cover the whole topic. anw i oni score 20 out of 30 or 40 pts for CET class. this is the result of not paying attention plus slacking. church was okay except for last service coz of some misunderstanding. i am just not ready for it i guess. well i made a step ahead by believing that GOD exists. by not getting save is the thing now. the reason that keeps me going is the peace i gather whenever i go church, attend service, class, cell gp and with them my cell members. i am definately proud to have you ppl in my life. these are some of them. also went ktv with qinying(laoshi) and huifang(mum cum auntie). oh ya, went shopping with qinying and rachel(the ah lian and ah hua) and it is damn fun. many many laughters and on thingy. haha... that's about it about church life.

month of nov is certainly many fren's bdae which make me SO SO SO broke. never the less i celebrated with my friend, Miss Jerlin Tan, 2 birthday surprise b4 and on actual bdae. hope you like it. todae went out with her and esther too.(sorry that we missed out elisha, really tot she still having exams) really love their company. we are damn random lo.went katong eat den drive drive den see an ice-cream shop den we just entered liao. haha. and all of a sudden, we headed changi village for a drink and gong gong... haha. many many photos, will update soon. not forgetting the dinner i had with esther and elisha on sok's actual bdae and hw we randomly plan a surprise for sok. all the mahjong sessions was cool too. talking about poly frens, not forgetting laureen, the one who brought me to church and met those wonderful pple. another person that i met at least once a week was alan cause he's from same church, okay i am LAME. CHARISSA too... someone i enjoy meeting up with. our random crave for shui jing bao, belgium waffles and not forgeting village's dinner with nic, mel and jason. cool. i just love all these people in my life making it so wonderful.

Presenting: sok bdae surprise.

next goes to my singing pals including Mildred, Melodie, Shawn, Aaron(our teacher) and some new made friends. we have started class in new school le and this sat will be our last day in LWS. i just dont like the management la so it's just too bad. seriously they should change their admin or gave them some attitude training. no proper customer service when it's such a "big" school. now i am comtemplating about taking up the keyboard class coz it's rather costly la. *think*think*

the most recent and only movie i caught was the <>. i think it's damn good. fairytales being brought into the real world. though it's impossible to happen but it is cool. u can link many of the disney princesses' story into the movie. i love it. people, seriously u should watch it. one movie i really wan watch is <> the R21 version so that i can fully understand the story. hope i get to watch it b4 it goes off.

oh i cut hair just this week together with Mildred (separate days but both of us were there la). i intro my hairdresser to her. anw she cut, perm and dye her hair but i think she looks NICE. quite pretty. finally get it why mel used to say that she's pretty.

met up my hair dresser often this week coz he lost his phone. i help him with some doc stuffs and loan him a sum of money. not too good to put it here. He got back the same phone that he lost and i hope this time round he will keep it well. prob only next year den he can return me lo. nvm la. friends ma.

i worked in the month of nov but it's all over coz suddenly a bad news came in that there's no more stock therefore cant sell liao. so sad. i enjoyed the work. i din get to meet up with annie though. SAD. shall try to meet her when her exams are over. met up with amanda(jo's best fren) though. had a nice chat with her. haha. earn alittle bit lo.

i oso spend alot on my car, abt $170 bucks on care product. it helps to remove those ugly paint stains and some other chemicals too. i bought it when that time i went tampinese to find qy.

happiest thing that happened to me is that i finally see HUIXIAN in person. and i took a pic with her, chen diya and rao zi jie. haha. thanks to aaron. haha... HAPPY and *ps*: i didn crop the pic. anw i found her frenster and blog. cool. haha... wo shi kai xin de and i need to keep it up.

went out with kaijuan todae. went NUS to help her bring her things back to home from hostel and guess who i saw? i saw YUANJIN, one of the people that i really miss alot coz we really shared alot of things tgt b4. serve camp, bonding camp, old folks activities, cycling, seafood, projects etc. hope to meet her up real soon. went sitex with KJ and saw Asiapac pple like Ella(mum), Cheryl, Kenny, Derrick, Kacy, Jac and MK. din get to see eye candy though but nvm la.. haha... i miss them. miss the 2 roadshows previously. hais. miss working with them la. yupz. anw i bought creative webcam and headphones today. went john little warehouse sales too. me and KJ bought many things. den headed her hse to put her things den i went off. headed parkway and got groceries coz i had to prepare dinner. yupz. which after dinner i went out to meet esther and sok kim for random trip.

things i need to do upcoming is packing my rooms, getting my lappie fixed, buying winter clothes for korea trip in dec, save for bangkok in jan, registering for schools, bring my cars to service etc. many things to do. i am busy. please book me for outing. that includes drinking, singing and anything. hahaha. more birthdays coming up in dec. all 21st de... *stress* not forgetting i wanna get my new cam too. hopefully my new DS lite, if there's a chance still. haha. tell me more man. wahhaha.

i just found out that michelle toh is back in sg le... *yahooo!. charlene's back already too. and i so wanting to meet them. i miss them alot.

Miss Amanda Leong: i BLOGGED liao. and let's meet up soon for our usual drinking sessions

2007-10-22T17:53:00.000+08:00

listen to this song a few times and i think you will like it. xiaobai is so gonna kill me after seeing this... wahhahaha

2007-10-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

had a long week i must say.

wed-lunch at tiong with xiaobai then came over my place to help me with my rm and i oso make some drinks and food for her. went to aaron(my singing teacher)'s sch where there's studio(many popular singer sang there and recorded their songs there... oh so cool). i like the environment, very cosy and nice. i going to switch over coz i can learn keyboard too. yupz

yummy grill chicken set

xiaobai made this... fire engine (cost is oni 2bucks)

my army truck. love it.. it's so hard to make...

thurs- din go out. oni went lunch with xiaobai ard the neighbourhood where i saw pretty karen, yandao lawrence and new ex-colleague alvin. so qiao. they came eating at the same coffeeshop.

fri- went lunch with xiaobai and nicole at mos. went town with bell to get zhen's pressie. den headed to her chalet at chervon. met up with jingcheng first. when we reach there, zhen not there yet so after some chats and camworing in the rm upstairs, we headed for ktv as my dad is there tooo. he paid for us as well.. thank you dad. fiona came to join us for awhile before we headed back to the chalet for dinner and to write her scape book tat is so expensive.. haha. had cake cutting session and we oso had awhile of mahjong session. i felt l ike a little JI gathering, saw meilian, collin, steph, alvin, shenglong etc. (when zhen sent the photos den i show u all ba)

left ard 11 to zouk. me n fi had citibank card but too bad, hit their quota for free entries liao.. sibei sianx. anw had some drinks and headed phuture for dance(i think cheng like house music over at zouk). had our little bet with fi *shhhhhhhh....* anw saw some frens ranging from pri sch to poly namely- wingyan(pri sch), tabi(cgs). jingbei(ji), russ and co, leongwai (poly). really from everywhere sia.. haha... left ard 2plus.

as usual, taking photos

actuing cute (bell looks kiddy here)

zhen and bell posing for the other camera

collin and me

fi and bell

cheng and bell (we 4get to take gp photos)

took by bell

cheng

bell (the 3 of us had same pose sia)

me and bell again... (i like this pic) hei pai pei

sat- met up with qingli and leiyen(pri sch) for dinner at vivo. went mussel guy. i like the food. i finally got to try the black ink linguli... it's good. *yummy* went class after tat.

spicy prawn with black ink linguili (i ate some b4 taking some photo, couldnt resist)

after class, went to pick amanda den i headed home for my credit card den headed winebar for drinks.... i vomited at the end of the session and i got a conclusion. please do NOT eat curry before you DRINK. u will vomit. and it's so paiseh tat mingyi(pri sch) saw me... gosh...

midori 7-up

saw this drink last week so we try... extreme tituXXXX

me drinking (gotta finish it before the flame goes off for one of the cup)

amanda drinking (you got to drink from both at th same time.)

winebar, october special, crystal tear. it's nice in colour but alcohol content arent tat simple.

me and amanda.

sun-woke up alittle late for church... wash up and zoom to church, 15mins late and kind laureen waited for me. haha. went for CET class den due to some last min changes, nv go elisha's hse for mahjong. nua awhile at mac with qingying, annie, jinfay and wailing. left ard 3+ and slack all the way. haha. i ordered the golden pillow curry chicken for additional dish for dinner today.. it's GOOD. go try it.. yupz,, tat's abt it folks. stay tune. tml, there's cell GP

good days

2007-10-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

back to blog about these 2 days. mon i woke up qite earli,9+ and yep i have recovered from my headache liao... haha. went facial at 1230 den went supermarket to buy some ingredient. went home cooked porriage and yong dao fu for my parents den went vivocity. pick bell on the way. went to shop, she got stockings while i bought a red polo tee and for first time, i buy and wear immediately. after that sent her to my hse busstop to take bus to sch while i headed ps to meet cellgp pple, no cell gp but the few of us met up. there's annie, wailing and jin fay. i din eat coz i had some soup with bell at vivo le(saw meilian, colin and zhen). anw we went cathay for movies, we watch 色。戒, well with all the censor part being removed, the show wasnt as good i must say, like no head no tail for all the sex scenes especially i will say but i think the story is good. after so many movies of 张爱玲's novel, this is one of the not bad de i must say. yupz. anw sent annie back home after that coz i wanna geylang for smelly tofu so i gg to pick char up... she acc me, so nice of her.. heeeee, went for tofu den headed her place, she helped me fix keys and den we kapo kapo frenster.. so long nv go liao.. haha.. nice chilling for a short while. anw when i was sending annie back, i told her my identity. i think she's really nice to being able to accept the situation. thanks gal, really nice talking to you ya... thank you.

the vespa at cathay cineplex. i think it's quite nice.

annie(in black), wailing(in green) and jin fay(in grey holding the unfinished popcorn)

the kindhearted char whom is willingly acc me to eat and fixed my keys.

tues- accompany my mum for a full body checkup. den acc her to do her hair. i did treatment for mine too. as her thing gonna take long and as i am very tired, i decided to go home first and come pick her later but she came home on her own in the end thinking tat i was still aslp. anw din cook dinner today. we went out to eat. went chinatown Tian Jin Lou, the restuarant intro by the show HDB tai tai. well i will say i dont really fancy the food ba. not bad but not good enuff i think coz i used to think it served real good food. haha. anw one good new while driving home, dad asks mum to take one week leave on the christmas week and propose to go hongkong for holiday. i suggest maccau too, might as well ma.. currently things are set le, waiting for them to confirm. hooray..... anw we headed to buy some bakeries and fruit before going home. i got the grapes intro by char.. it's good. the korean grapes. u dont eat the skin, u suck it and there's wine taste. it's good and most importantly, it's not expensive la.. haha... people, go try it before it's gone. here's a pic to show.

the yummy grape taken my beloved phone(i drop it today, *sad*)

that's about it, folks. stay tuned.

2007-10-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

i realise i havent blog for a week. so i am back here for the updates about me.

last sat, 6th oct, went bugis with xiaobai and nicole. went to pay for my school fee and had lunch at swenson, saw mingli, like so qiao right? anw had class at night as per normal went dinner with mildred, her bf and melodie. den went clubbing with char, mel, nic and jason. went mos, well, i am not a clubbing fan as many knows. left early with char coz tired and my stomach not too good also la.

sun, as per normal headed for church and bible class. laureen din join us coz she got the youth things to do, she is sure a very busy woman. after class, went home to pick dad to go buy my new phone. my N70 has been with me for approximately2.5 years liao and it's having alot of prob such on-off automatically(damn advance ar) and finally i bought my new phone N95, the fully functionable phone(mentally prepared for battery drainage plus lagging due to many applications). after trading-in my N70 plus contract and also a 120bucks vouchers, the phone cost 300++, coming 400. should be using this phone as camera until i find some camera that i like. sent dad home den headed elisha's hse for mahjong.initially played till 10+ but coz need to wait for someone to send her grandma home so we continue to 12+ for another round.

the first photo with my phone.

monday- went for haircut and dye first thing i wake up from sleep. spend my time from 1130 to 230 at the saloon. my 2pid hair needs long time to get dye. met xiaobai aftertat for my usualy marketing... i am so damn house"husband" la.. nvm, i enjoyed cooking and for last 1 mth+ i never repeat dishes but i am really running out of it liao

highlighting my hair in progress.. from black to ash(my fav)

my new hair... nice?

cooked dinner and also bartley drink for both my family and cellgp mates. well at least they like. after cell sent laureen home den headed home, new route.

din go out on tues, resting and cooking day as usual.

wed- went lunch with pauline.. yummy we had tepan yaki at tampinese and the best part of all is tat i took a train with her. i head parking at tampinese tat's why. anw i was damn blur when trying to board the same train as her. maybe coz it's been long since i took a train, i mix up the 2 side and almost board the wrong train, lucky i realise it b4 the door closes. haha. after lunch, walked awhile den i left while she went for some job thingy. headed town(in train,please be proud of me) to meet bell, acc her to her fab tan den went shopping, suppose to look for zhen's pressie and ended up she shopping. shop till ard 6 den she headed sch and me went to meet my mum. bought a belt... FINALLy. went to buy food den cab home, coz had alot of bags ar.

me and bell had 15 butterfly prawns at mos.

bell and her ebi rice burger

me and my proud hair.

stayed home on thurs and friday, i am so freaking guai... haha... i wanna rest coz i noe sat is a long long day.

went out ard 11+ to meet liangbin, yihong and sok kim at amk hub to get arnold's pressie. did some shopping and i bought a bdae card for cindy too. after shopping headed arnold's hse at cck. met up my classmates after so long since we all grad. nice seeing of them again, many of the guys are in army already, seeing the changes in them lo.

liangbing and sokkim (testing out my phone by them)

them again with xueling

me!! (caught by surprise)

fair fair me and dark dark sok

sok, bin and me

yupz. headed home for awhile, had some light dinner den headed for class. no results yet coz teacher 4get to get my scripts out of the room. sianx. after class ALL the way to pasir ris for cindy's 21st bdae, actually day ma. gave a angpow, really dunno wad to give.stay for a short while den left, sent her mum, bro and grandfather home den headed borders to meet amanda, headed zouk str8. nope we din club went winebar la... we had fair bit of drinks as i am driving so i din drink as much as her. we had apple martinis, long island tea, tequella pop, balis green tea and she had 2 shots more. then drove for supper nearby my place. i was rather hungry. had chicken chop den headed home. she took a cab back.

took this pic coz of the number, my bdae!! and it's a very new car coz it's SGY

my little niece self protrait..

woke up early today, wanted to go church but had bad headache. quite bad. think i din drink enuff water, tat's y. stayed home whole day and complete my drama series 布衣神相(Bu Yi Shen Xiang, SCV chn55). love the ending, due my sickness, qingli came all the way to returm me my battery and pass the cd of photos from our vietnam trip. din invite her in coz i still not feeling well. cooked todae cos dad just plucked his tooth. (usually now sun cooking by him, my rest day). that's abt it and i am gg to bath now so i can SLEEP early.

jialing say tml got no cellgp, maybe meeting for dinner though, she'll let me noe again. yuppy.

be back for more updates soon.....

2007-10-05T10:15:00.000+08:00

tues- as usual, cooked dinner, den headed back to ngeeann to find yaya to get shushu's lappie to fix. decided to give yaya a ride so are enen and debra. well, okay la, had a chat with debra. nothing special.

wed-busy day. cooked porriage in the morning for mum's dinner(as per requested by her) then headed chinatown to meet up with cellgp pple namely, jialing, wanling and huifang, think rachel joined us awhile. had ktv sessions. headed home to rest awhile den. went thomson to pick up amanda den headed bugis to listen to weiqiang's "performance", i must say his voice is good la. yah. but the cafe's food is so so only lo. headed geylang for dimsum, finally i noe where is the others dimsum place. had some porriage, prawn dumblings, yam balls and fried crab(this is the one i dont realli like.. sad). den i insist of having my smelly tofu. haha.... i tabao. amanda cant stand the smell.. wahhaha...sent her home den headed home. (i will be posting the songs in next entry.)

weiqiang's student singing. she's one of the teenage icon contestant. she sang those eng songs damn well.

the fried CRAB. really CRAB-ED (*yucks*)

Prawn dumplings

yam balls

my little niece

thurs-pre-prepare partial of the dinner. headed town ard 12 to meet bell. watch I pronounce you Chuck and larry. funny show lo i must say. i like it. glad i manage to catch it.hehe. shop awhile for bell's jeans but failed attempt. finally bought bell her birthday present, super belated. got her harry potter's final book. lolx. took TRAIN home. haha..cooked dinner. that's about it. wahhaha...

weekend n monday

2007-10-02T10:57:00.000+08:00

shall just blog about my weekends and monday... with some pictures...

saturday din go out in the day. studied alittle for test, more like just read through then was online the whole day. went for class and had the test, i dunno how i will fare but i did my best i will say. went home and watch tv for awhile den went winebar to meet bell and her fren ivy and her fren petrina. had some drinks, i love citibank credit card sia, one-for-one. yummy. Not forgetting free and priority entry to ZOUK and phuture but of course i didnt go, i prefer drinking. drank till 12+1 den bell's another gp of frens came, edmund, lyon and given. (dont ask me why the name, it is.) went makan sutra for food. met up with yuanshan and amanda for a while, just some brief chat, well, they are pretty seh already. went home with ivy, as in share cab. reach home i still cant slp, went online and watch some tv den i slp. prob abt 3+4 ba

sunday, woke up at 9.30 and started to prepare to go church. quite good. den went for lunch, laureen din join us coz she got youth's playing. anw laureen's dad was very nice and kind. without seeing each other before, he bought me a book which i wanted to go and buy. thanks uncle for the thought. thanks to shuling to intro him to me too. anw i din go for mahjong cause i was tired. but i did go for an hr of church class. qingying says they sign for me but in the end nv but at the end of the class, they put my name down too. so for the next 10 weeks, i will have class till 2+ before i can go anywhere. i was guai lo. i bought curry chicken home for dad for lunch. lucky he like it.... i went HOME to nap cause i am really tired after that.

monday, met xiaobai for lunch. we had kennyroger, saw ella, andrea and cheryl too. so qiao. anyway after that went to city hall to meet laureen to pass her present. CHILDREN DAY GIRL... haha her birthday ma. then headed plaza singapura to shop for grocery. went home. rested while den went to boil soup. had DONGGUA soup and fried KWAYTIEW. after some resting, headed for cellgroup. afterwhich sent huifang home den i went home too. yup.

just upload some picture taken months ago.

yuanshan and amanda celebrated my 21st birthday on the actual day. (she just sent me these photos)

them again. taken on my cousin's wedding.

my another niece, vanessa.

HAO TING

2007-09-29T12:00:00.000+08:00

this is my favourite song currently.. i think it's good. alittle long le.. serious, go listen. it's good. first time i heard it was when i download the campus superstar 2- sang by huixian, i think it's damn good so i go find it lo. so good. it called Hao Ting (好听)

2007-09-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hey people, check out this... damn cool, this girl imitate 10+ singer to sing Jay Chou's Qian Li Zhi Wai, not bad. check it out.

2007-09-27T20:04:00.000+08:00

week2

2007-09-27T19:30:00.000+08:00

haha.. i have been a good gal for the last few days.

monday- spend the whole day cooking. cooked fish meat soup for my family. haha.. almost like those outside, i am proud of myself. officially announce got another good dish to intro to u people which is my new YU BIAN MEE FEN... wahhaha... went cell group too, it ended very late. waited for the birthday gal to come ma. wahhaha.

tues- stay home and rest coz i am quite tired from last nite. anyway is mooncake festival. cook prawn and fish as a form of celebration lo. not bad. the prawn was fantastic. stay home and rest and watch vcd with mum, our new hk series. nice... another police show-CIB.

wed-cooked porriage for mum as dinner and also a veg. suppose to go out with kaijuan to do her stuff but she got project meeting so got cancelled. went out earlier with bell instead, suppose to meet her in the night de. went ktv at cine den we headed OG for dinner. my mushroom pot!!! yummy. anw i saw her. i sms gina. i dunno wad i was thinking. confused la... decided to walk ard den we went home lo. bell was guai, she took train.. haha
me drove coz i tot will rain ma.. haha.

thurs- din do any marketing todae.meet xiaobai and her sis, nicole for lunch. went simlim for my pig organ soup but today not as good. SAD. den headed tiong, went for my veg and pork bone shopping and nicole bought her hair stuff. finally headed back to the market and had some desert den headed home. rested till 4+5 den started to cook for the dinner. yupz. not bad.. wahaha. basically this is all.. not to forget to wish

BAIHE happy birthday. hope you find your ANG MO BF soon.. all the best... take care

1 weeks account

2007-09-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

i know i have my very own group of frens reading my blog and hoping to see next entry, hope i din disappoint u this time round. just wanna blog abt my entire week last week. i find it too sian to blog all the times tat i have missed out. and perhaps another day will talk abt my working experience in Asiapac.

15th sept(sat), had mahjong with mc, derric and elisha den went for class. aftertat went for crab, craving of Miss Mildred Tan, tgt with the sister as the bf wasnt there. went clarke quay, dun ask why there, i oso dunno why. haha. anw we ate till 11+ b4 gg HOME.

16th sept(sun), went church as usual(in case u pple din noe, i have been frequent to church recently tgt with laureen. i just like the preaching part. and one thing, i am not into any religion just yet). had lunch with the gp of pple den headed chinatown to meet my pri sch frens for ktv session. christine is like back from england for 3 weeks b4 gg for another year. she's just SMART and not forgetting her beautiful sun yan zi soundalike voice (but more gentle). went home first as i got to acc my parents for dinner. had jap food. it was fantastic. a plate of abt 30 slices of sashimi platter cost $120+++. wooosh. it was darn good la.

17th sept(mon)- decided to tender my resignation. i really appreciate my mentor, my manager, my colleagues' help and guidance. like a chinese saying go, there's no forever banquet (天下没有不散的宴席). Jac(manager) informed that wed will be my last day. after work, went down to smu to pick laureen den went for cell group. quite interesting compare the previous one that i ever go b4 few yrs ago. yupz. i enjoy the topic n the ice breaking games. the activity was delayed and i decided to send laureen home and realise she lives near where i work part time b4. haha. had minor chat with her.

18thsept(tues)-went work as usual. after work went home den headed jurong west and had badminton session with char, nic, mel, joanne, qiongping. ya, i saw her like 6 mths later. nvm, dont talk. anw after badminton, went tamah jurong(michelle toh, i noe the way there ALREADY. when u come back the next time, we can go there liao.) but realise there's nth to eat. den she decided to go farmart to eat. so we headed there. not bad, without much help, me and char found our way there. had lotsa food. i finally tried cucu. yah. den after SUPPER, sent qiongping n char home lo.

19thsept(wed)-went for work. last day of work, i was alittle upset. suppose to give treat to the gp but end up krist pay. so paiseh la. too much to say abt last day of work but i couldnt pen it down NOW. sianx. nvm, when i noe hw i will.

20-21stsept(thur&fri)- nth much la. started abt on the thing that i got to do. looks like i can complete in less than 2 weeks le.. haha. den i can start looking for part time or tution very soon. met bell for short singing session. thurs oso went for my 3rd cousin(堂哥)'s wedding. saw all my relative, had a good chat with the da tang jie and da tang ge and their spouse too. i oso had to toast with my biggest auntie. she ask me drink so i drink lo. no worries, i din drink alot.. abt 2 glasses of red wine only. sent dad's god sis home den went home. suppose to go out with amanda and yuanshan but their mother dont allow plus amanda was alittle giddy from her few glasses of wine. lolx.

22nd(sat)-din really go out in the day, was lazy despite waking up SO EARLY.. aha.. body alarm clock leh. went facial and bought late lunch for myself. had light dinner and went for class lo. had quarrel with my mum quite badly over some tiny weeny issue.. si bei sian till my dad almost wanted to chase me out of my hse. wtf right. bell and mildred noes wad happen. anw, my emotion was right to sang one of the test song, let's just hope it gets maintian within the next 2 weeks. well i guess i could. i just saw her anw.hais. after class, din go dinner with mildred they all coz got to rush to pasir ris for huiyu's bdae party. saw some familiar face lo. anw sent cl to qijun's bdae too. well, guess now me and her oso distance. shant elaborate much. saw bella and her fren. decided to give them a ride. due to my curiousity, i tried a new route. not that it's further or wad but then, i was jus not familiar enuff but i noe hw to go her fren's place and den drop her at somerset so she can either catch 190 or the night rider. (sorry gal, cant send u all the way. was tired and it was far.)

23rd(sun)-went church, had lunch den went elisha's place to play mahjong.. hehe... den all the way till 10pm den go home lo. nth much abt my life. tml needs to pack part of my rm and oso to check abt my application of the uni le. and some other miscelleous issues too. yupz. got to slp liao.. ahhah...

2007-09-12T13:59:00.000+08:00

havent blog for almost 1 month plus. just a simple update abt myself. i am doing okay at work. i have gone to church twice to laureen's church. i like the preaching. not bad. i am clearer with my tots too which i decided to go back to study. i felt that it would be hard to pull myself out to study and i dont wan to study part time coz i wont be able to concentrate and i wont be able to do well so wad's the pt to study part time. not saying that part time is not good. it's just me i guess. it's better to take part time. Jac is really nice to give me 2.5 days off to go search for school.actually i think i am more or less decided wad to study le. it's gonna start in Jan. there might be bridging course from nov or dec. so gotta end work by then lo. before school start, maybe i wanna have a nice break first. tml gonna go back to work liao. yupz n later my last relaxation too.. KTV!!! yooohoo.. havent go for a few weeks le.. i am missing it. abit sad that soon i will be leaving Asiapac liao. i really learnt alot, esp PR part. learn abt myself and hw to improve. i really wanna thank everyone in it. thanks for the memory. the last month or more, i will treasure my time there and work de.

to all my frens out there, i am been missing u all badly.... pri sch frens, poly classmates, sok, char, pauline, sec sch frens, xiuping etc.. i miss u all... catch up SOON okay?

try to blog more later ba. chaoz

fri and sat

2007-08-05T02:59:00.000+08:00

another week just past, i am already 21st liao. (feeling old..) anw nth interesting till friday.. yea... left office real late, ard 10plus. i had my first monthly sales review, thank goodness i made to the target. more targets to go... *stress*, worst still.... coming week real busy coz tracy is on leave. haha.. anw all was okay la... i wanna excel in sales... more skills to pick. maybe i shall spend tml to read the marketing books tracy pass to me from jac. anw tat's not the interesting part. after the "meeting", stay awhile,called home see if there's dinner as i was really hungry and she told me she playing mahjong, i sian half lo. den started to call my frens, char,pauline etc and nice pauline agree to go dinner with me. haha. i drove to IMM to meet her at gaint and it was damn pack, i mean the queue is damn LONG... haha.... anw after which we drove to her hse (note: there's 2 cars... for 2 person so i suggest we shld park one car first). and for twice i dunno why, from the front she can drive behind me without me knowing and finally i remember the way direct to her place, i am getting better with bukit panjang. haha.. she tempted me for mussels la so we headed newton where i had my mussels, order hao jian and popiah tooo... afterwhich we went east coast park, bought alcohol and sat by the rock and chatted. nice chats. ard 2plus and still not wanting to go home, i decided to go to changi. 1st hr or so, there wasnt any planes taking off. we wanted to see la(unlike the last time i went with...), i ended up falling aslp... (pig me). after tat i wanted to go toilet so headed changi village at 4plus am and guess wad, there's alot of trans "at work" la... when u purposely go see them, u dun get to see them but when u dun, u see lots of them. haha.. went back to the straight lanes, finally Hear and See some planes den we headed home. send her home den headed home. bought breakfast for mum and went hm in fact, i reached ard 7am and i end up fallen aslp at the sofa. i slp all the way till2plus3. suppose to go lunch with bell. i was too lazy.dad went to buy some food. had some. rested and went for class. after tat went dinner with mildred, her bf and her sis. ate at cine till zhen zhen came from work, went up to k box to meet bell, jacky, glen and his fren. todae really suay la, got 2 bad services from both billybomber and kbox at cine.si bei sian. zhenzhen most kelian, she pay 30+ but oni sang 2 songs la... i din paid coz bell's mum treated the 4 of us(bell, jacky, glenn and me). afterwhich glenn suggested to play pool, i dunwan to let k pool earn our money le and suggested marina square. drove over. glenn played pool while bell, jacky, zhen and me played bowling. had a game(finally got to play). den went over., jacky played pool, i play 1-2 game of arcade and got stuck at a mahjong machine, 50 cents and i played for so many rds la. keep winning, they wanna leave le den zhen make me bet all credit at one go and make me lose.. haha.. they took cab home while i drive back. tat's all. tml most prob not gg out le... but like so sian. feel like asking pple out to rot oso good. i can read bks or sumting ma... haha... done with bloggin liao... hehe

beyonce

2007-07-31T17:09:00.001+08:00

okay, this is old but i still want to put.. wahhahahah....

happy birthday

2007-07-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to ME & Renee Wah aka Twinnie!

we are officially 21 le.

shall leave a msg to u at the last of the page.

now to talk about my birthday celebration. it was held on 28th July, saturday at jurong east, Chervon. it is a ktv function room, cater 2 extra rms, buffet, free flow drinks and finger food. great decorations by my beloved friends, CHARISSA and PAULINE. thanks to Sok kim and Siti to come by trying to help tooo.. wahhaha...

party suppose to start at 6pm but pple came only ard 7pm. had ktv and food. bell and zhen zhen keep on delicate song and i got to sing. oni after jacky come to my recuse. haha... i was too busy entertaining pple till i nv eat dinner. i was busy running in and out of main rm, ktv rm 1, rm2 and the outdoor. cake cutting ard 9.30 when manmi finally came. anw got sabo alittle by fiona twice but the second time i push isabell to the cake instead but the dirty gal scrap the cake on her face and hit me. jacky oso help her put somemore to my ear la... sianx.. wahhaha.... had a hard time cleaning.... pple starts to leave ard 10... slowly till 1130... left char, sok and pauline to help me pack up my presents.. got to unwrap them so tat i can pack them tgt. got the waiter to help me remove my deco so that i can keep. suppose to send char and sok hm immediately but i was hungry.. called pauline and we headed cine for supper... stay till ard 2plus den we left. sent char and sok home b4 i headed home. yupz. tat's my celebration on sat. i wanna thank all people who attended and oso all presents received, not forgetting all wishes from all who din come(i noe u all are busy).

sokkim
char
pauline
siti
qingli
leiyen
lance
isabell
shuzhen
fiona
meilian
colin
jacky
xiaobai
milli
sokmay
shuying
xiuping
lorraine
xiuyi
michelle
sumiko
jessicca
linda
ziyen
lianne
weihong
puimun
manmi
xiangyun
stephanie
junjie(if i nv rem wrongly)
waiyee
cindy
geok teng
vanvan
xiuxiu
yaya
cwystal
russ
jac
yiwen
yiwen's bf
karen
karen's bf
kacy
wenxun
xiuquan
quan's gf
weiqiang lao shi
shawn
xinyun
jingyuan

i hope i din miss out anyone who came. not forgetting my dad to get everything arranged due to my busy workload and paying for it.

i din forget all who din come but ur wishes and presents reached. (like lao shi's angbao) really appreciate u guys alot. i felt that i was alone.

monday-30th July

i was waiting for someone's msg whole day. anw was at work wholeday. thanks to andrea for giving me a birthday lunch treat. and not forgetting my 15 colleagues' angbao and card.

1. Terence
2. Lawrence
3. Valerie
4. Ashley
5. Krist
6. Joey
7. Jacqueline
8. Karen
9. Kacy
10. Karlton
11. Cindy
12. Yiwen
13. Keilen
14. Xun
15. Tracy

went town to meet amanda and yuanshan for dinner. it was a simple dinner but i think it's great to have them ard. forget to mention they are my niece, somehow blood related. ate at lemongrass, not bad. as i am the oni one working, i gave the treat. den went taka shop shop and den to coffee bean. meet up with jacky, sent my nieces to their bus stop den went to SIM to pick bell and headed lorlor's place to pass her the installation disc(work la). bell and jacky went home lo. i stayed awhile den headed home too. yupz, that's hw i spend my whole birthday and yupz, i am officially 21, legal age to do everything which includes own decision and stuff. not forgetting R21 and stuff. (char, i wont stuck in the movies). really appreciate all's concern!

RENEE TWINNIE!!!! dont cry anymore. if not, not pretty le. things that happen are just unlucky but after tonights, i believe things will be better for you. i will be right there supporting you de. hai you wo zai zhe li. maybe tml my lunch time i go meet u? HAPPY 21st birthday still to you! i wish you will be happier each day.

okay, it's photo time, as i am very sleepy, i just post the link first. maybe tml den i post the pictures. (isabell ho, please sendme the oni gp photo i have with the MI)

http://www.flickr.com/photos/luvhunter/sets/72157601079079939/show/

2007-07-27T17:51:00.000+08:00

Dear all friends,

i know it's alittle too late but better than nothing ya. if you really want to know what i would like for present, anything is fine. well i guess apparelle or perfume is good. hat/cap whatever is also fine. i really dont wish for much, the best present would be your attendance to my birthday party.

to those that could not make it. it's okay i noe that you are busy. yupz

the only wish made was a few mths ago, i wonder if you still remember.

i am leaving work soon. got party to go. well well, hope to see u all there..

with regards,

yanping, SKYE

2007-07-26T12:20:00.000+08:00

thanks xiaobai for letting me know that this model came up with a new version with a panel.

check it out... tell me if i should buy it. i got vouchurs to clear.. wahhaha... qutie nice right?

char would probably says i dont need a mp3 but i do.

funny morning

2007-07-24T09:36:00.000+08:00

i had a rather amusing morning... i decided to blog it down.

date:24/07/07

time:abt8.40am

location: carpark's lift

weather:drizzling

i took the lift from my hse to the lobby. another guy(rather BOY) was there. so happily i was through the carpark to take the lift. i saw the guy walking towards the bus75 busstop. i went into the lift and the boy suddenly rush to the door of the lift and exchange the following conversation. (dont think too much, read on)

boy: can you give me a lift (i was like thinking why he know i driving?)

me: huh?

boy: can you give me a lift to Ngee Ann Poly?

silent...

boy: you are going to Ngee Ann Poly right?

me: I am already working, not studying.

you can see the disppointment on his face. thought he lucky. shit him la. first i dun even noe his existance, even he is my neighbour. i was like wondering how can a boy like him so THICK SKIN. you dont know the person, den you can actually ask for a ride. you not playing game leh. and best part, you dont even do ur HOMEWORK. BOY, i am your senior! I GRADUATED 1 semester ago!!! haha.

that's my amusing story i got to share... back to work already. check out if i got the mood to blog tonight.

random

2007-07-23T11:10:00.000+08:00

i had dreams recently. so much that i dun wan to sleep over the whole weekends. i gave many things a tot.

i wonder if all those cares are down to drain.

i am worried for a fren who's oversea now. coz i dream of her death. (damn!)

sat sent char off with manling, i felt so sad. i wanna cry out but nv la. so weird, not the first time sending her oso la. sianx, thinking maybe to join char's frens and her mum to go over visit her. bu zhi dao la.

went for icecream and smelly beancurd yesterdae.. it was good... pictures to be posted soon.

i miss you still... WHY?

sun

2007-06-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

a long day today.....

after sending mum to work, i came home awhile rest and then went to meet rane and thanks to her, i finally see my doctor for my depression and yup, i shld be having mild depression and he gave me 2 weeks medicine and he says i was having high blood pressure.(guess coz i never sleep ba)

while waiting for doc, me and rane went to shop at the supermarket, good trip and nice shopping with her. after docs, we went botak jones, she had caijun chicken while i had a ripeye and half a turkey sausage(craving) and all was good. after lunch sent her home to pick up books den drop her at the lib and then i headed chinatown to meet isabell ho for ktv. i was like not enuff slp and i doze off so many attempts while singing. den headed home, bathe and then went off to habour city for dinner with parents, Happy Father's Day. i treated them lo... as father's present and mum's bdae which is 2 days later. then went to great world to get a blouse which i ended collecting oni at tiong. went up neighbour's place and saw weixuan, came home after awhile and i am exhausted already. going to take my med den slp le... nights to all

sat night

2007-06-17T08:22:00.000+08:00

it's 8.22am now. i just got home. went to pick char at her hse bus stop den headed to sentosa, met up pauline outside st james den went in Sentosa. headed the beach carpark den went to cafe delma, poor gals!!! need to accompany me eat so much. sorry gals, we had potato salad with (tiny-weeny) sausage, calamari, chicken wings and fruit platter. char had a cocktail while pauline had ice mocca and me had a virgin magarita. sat there till ard 4plus am. den we wanted to go KM8 den we drove ard Sentosa and finally when we reached tanjong beach and as we walk towards the place, it started to rain heavily so we headed back to cars den drove to mt faber, the rain din stop so we went off again.... went to top up my petrol den headed japanese garden's mac and had a drink, chit chat abit den went offf. sent char home den went market to buy parents their breakfast. later sending my mum to work den meeting raine to go for doctor. yupz.. tat's abt it. :)

i am back

2007-06-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE,

I AM BACK IN SINGAPORE ALREADY.

took a 7am flight(singapore time 8am) from Hanoi to Ho Chi Minh and reach ard 9am (vn time) [[vietnam airline]]

waited for 2 hrs plus b4 i could check in for tigerairway. spend another 2 hrs shopping inside, drinking and playing my brick game.

the flight was abit delayed coz of a storm. i oni reach singapore at 4pm and by the time i am out of the custom, it was 4.30pm already

and PAULINE really came and fetch me. THANKS so much my friend, all the way just to fetch me home and then u go home liao. xie le

i need to go le... gg beach with her and char... blog again.. bye

2007-06-14T09:59:00.000+08:00

i noe i havent been blogging much abt past 4 days events. shall just briefly state about it den when i am back in Sg den talk more about it lo. basically we stayed 3 days 2 nights in nha trang den took a 11 hr bus ride to hoi an where we met the japanese couple again. went for the same trip and we actually stayed in the same hotel. we went to a pub tgt in the night too. 2 days 1 night in hoi an and took a train to hue. it wasnt too bad, but ar the service sucks, the train barely stop for awhile and it started to move again. i was lucky to get down b4 it moves while the 3 of them got to jump off the train. got onto the hotel and we are staying 3 days and 2 nights. first day went cycling and second for a bo liao trip and we just finish our breakfast, we went to a 3 stars hotel for buffet. lolx. 30000 dongs which is oni abt 3 bucks la... yupz. i came back to the hotel coz i cant slp last night so i have little strength to go for the 7km cycle la. first day cycle alot, 2nd walk alot. 3rd very tired liao. they went for the ride instead, i decided to come back to the hotel and blog den go up and SLEEP... abit scary but cannot tahan, must SLEEP... i tok to my mum on the phone for very long yesterdae night. yupz. later 5.30pm, we going to take anothe 11hr rides to hanoi liao where i will be staying for the last night den taking a flight to ho chi minh den to singapore... i will try to be online tml? hehe... anyone wanna buy anyting?

well well, i am going to sleep le... "nights"

i cant read my blog from here so i can oni reply the tags here. bear with me. i think vietnam ban blogger.

*xun: haha.. cool, u actually called all the way from msia. haha.. i cant wait to go back and bully kacy! and i will be back this sat afternoon!!!

*sok: hmm, nvm la.. i oso think u slping le... anw i noe u wont come wad!!! blehz! hehe

*fi: yupz, i am coming back REAL soon, wait for me and we shall meet up SOOOOON!!!! missing you already!

*pauline: hope your 1st day of school is fun!!! my flight details as followed:

Flight: TR 329 (tiger airway, i think is at the budget terminal)

Departure:Ho Chi Minh City
16-Jun-2007
1250 hrs
Arrival: Singapore
16-Jun-2007
1545 hrs

update

2007-06-10T20:04:00.000+08:00

sorry people for not being able to blog for the past 2 days. i was sick. and now i am abit rushing time cause i am catching a 11hr bus ride to hoi an. anw i was in Nha Trang for the past 2 days and had alot of fun, more details will be blogged when the next time i come online.

and one news for all... i will be back one day earlier cause i dun wan to take another day off leave so will be back in Singapore on sat instead ard 3plus pm. anibody wanan come pick me up?

haha... got to go. blog again

day 6 at Da Lat

2007-06-08T21:50:00.000+08:00

(please note that vietnam timing is behind singpore by an hr)

day 6 in Da Lat and we are boarding 7.30 bus to Nha Trung tml. okay, todae's activities update for all.

we set off in the morning abt 8.30 to Lat Village where we went to climb a tree(i din really climb all the way up, i was lazy) then headed to our hiking. went up the mountain(walk and takes abt an hr or so). i was like in pain coz my leg muscle was far too tight(this indicate that i need more excerise). thanks to my "teammates" support, i manage to go up. this tour oni consist of 4 of us plus the guide, the driver and the hotel attendance. we went up and enjoy fantastic scenary and air all the way up there. love it. and noe what we went to play with the horses and believe it or not, i actually feeds it. (soksok, so many of ur kind leh.) alot of horse ride services ard in here.

afterthat we headed the golden lake to see. nice too... but the waterfall was artificial but still it's beautiful. we went for lunch after that which is ard 1.30 already. the 4 of us did not join the guide to the restuarant, we find it too expensive already so we went to the streets and eventually ate at the alley. had mees again.

went to railway station to see next and check out the old steam train. yupz. then back to hotel. it rained den we stay in for awhile den headed ard. i wasnt feeling well. still having small fever. ya. but will drink alot of water so pple dun worry. yupz. wanna go slp already. nights

*xun: thanks for your concern, i am okay.

day 5- Da Lat

2007-06-07T21:08:00.000+08:00

had the 5 hrs + bus journey. it was rather horrible. the music was loud and terrible, the seats are lousy. i keeps on waking up upon sleeping.... reach dat la at 5+am. headed to sinh cafe and move ard and in the end we stay in sinh cafe's hotel and book a trip. visited many places, shall just tok abt a few (no pictures today though). first we went up hill and took a cable car... yes, i took a cable car, so unbelievable right? i was like so afraid la.... wahaha... (*claps to yanping) den we oso went to some waterfalls where we had elephant rides crossing river, feeding them with pumkim, seeing them eat, shit, drinks etc, quite cool. also tried bow and arrows, it's rather hard. i din try this ride which is similar to roller coaster, it could be controlled by the brakes but i forgo it. took a walk alone. but it's quite nice except that it leaves aching on my leg. lolx. went alot of place like king palace, crazy house(design by a lady who is 60+, taking 20 yrs to build, it's nice la... )chicken village etc(they are so ke lian),valley of love, i cant remember le.. but it's not bad, we played a less violent bumber car which u dont actually feels the hit. cannot remember but except for dinner, we did very long WALKS. i try the cow or pig blood cake... (i remember singapore use to have it la). oso did tried some street foods. not too bad. bought some lychee... intending to eat later... wanna go back to hotel le. i am so tired and all of us havent bath for 2 days la....

b4 i forget, Da Lat is a lovely place, it has a very cool weather. beautiful scenary (with french architecture, lakes, mountain etc). u need to wear jacket at times even during the afternoon with the sun high up. it has alot more street stalls where u can shop etc. well, if u wanna visit places in vietnam, it would be a very good choice.

okay, got to go already. going to stay in Da Lat for another day coz we are going for mountain climbing tml plus some other places to visit b4 deciding to move to the next city. yuppy. and i need to book my returned trip already, it would be totally ALONE journey back. thinking that i will just booked the ticket den book a car there from wherever i was den take my flight back to sg. anymore things u pple wan please sms me. yupz... hais, long story and some pple say me lo(dun wan to fetch me!!!)

pictures in vietnam day 3

2007-06-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

only some pictures from today coz the rest in thumbdrive and i am lazy to plug in. bear with me. (well, at least there are some pictures) photos are not in sequence coz i am too LAZY to arrange. (better than nth right?)

[[my blog oni so little reader? or are they not tagging? :(]]

the four of us with the france couple (left) and japan couple(right).

our dinner at their very own "Mac".
Qingli and ChinCheong imitating her idol HO CHIN MINH (too small so i draw a circle).

the 4 of us with the tour guide in the center.

the beautiful sky from the boat's view.

me and chincheong on the boat. (burned)

rice husking mill, RICE!!!

small small pic of me on the boat.

day3- mekong- vinh long- ho chin minh(saigon)

2007-06-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

i managed to come online todae. in 2 hrs time, we going to board a bus to dat lai (a 7 hrs ride, so going to slp in it). let's talk about today's wonderful journey.

woke up at 4 am, made a mistake... see the time wrongly so i decided to switch my fone time. had breakfast ard 6 and our durian(from yesterdae which we nv eat) den continue our 2nd day tour(oso known as last day's). anw we took abt an hr's ride to the boat, took a 3hrs boat ride to the floating market, really got alot of fruits and "stalls" and there are so many kids on boat and they are so cute, keep on waving to us. then we went to this villager's home for fruits, had pineapple again and also green bananas(wild one will not turn yellow). then on the boat again and went to the rice husking mill.... so cool. we see how rice grain is being husk into bran, rock rice and normal rice. vietnam is actually the world's 2nd largest rice producer. knowledge gain. well, i remember we oni learn abt rice husking in TEXTBOOK back in sec sch which is so boring la... now is like so interesting. remember hw we used to read about the water hyancith and do the dumb experiment? the people here actually grow it and mix with the bran and feed the animals... cool huh. the plants here are BIG lo. we saw pple bathing in the yellow river, also see them washing the dogs, clothes, plates etc... can u imagine the water? i can imagine how singapore river looks like back in 30+ years ago... anw after that we headed back to the mainland for lunch and went to vinh long where we spend abt an hr walking ard and finally i tried both their ice black coffee and milk coffee... yummy. tried their pall mall too... (i bought something quite nice dang dang KACY.) after that we took a really long ride+ ferry ride back to saigon(ho chin minh) at ard 6+pm. went so last min to book a overnight bus ride to dat lai. heard it's beautiful there. cant wait to be there. 1.5 hrs more to go. anw we had dinner at their "mac" which is from korean (i 4get the spelling le). we already tried beef burger from the street. just came from zen plaza(a korean shopping centre) to get some groceries for the journey.

anw we made new frens thru this 2 days 1 night trip. a couple from japan another from france( which their homeland is vietnam and laos but they migrate there when they were young), some ang mo and also a guy from england(the blue eyes are fantastic.) we exchange emails with the japanese couple and the france one. later i shall post some pictures... the network not that fantastic so shant post too many ya.... *yawns* i am sleepy already... alittle dehydrated. okay dokie, this is my end of entry liao... nothing much.... (try to blog when i have next internet access)

lastly i must really thanks QINGLI for introducing to great travelling frens like Chin Boon and Chin Cheong(they are not brothers, the 3 of them are sec school mates). and THANKS qingli to talk to me. had a great chat and u are really one that i can confide in. THANKS a million. 11 years of friendship and it's still going.

*sok: will miss the calls liao. like so use to it. now to depend on hp alarm.

*xun and co: HI to all.. i miss lunch with u all la.... miss the laughter

*tracy and keilen: hmmm, i am missing the AP pple (except some). SHE rawks!!! i saw some ou xiang ju here. still looking for WU XUN's stuffs, havent see yet. (i will try my best)

*xp and co: i miss u all already. lorlor, vicky: let's go singing once i am back okay?

*milkies: i miss ya all tooo!!!

*the rest: i miss u certainly!!!!

(next post for photos)

day 2 in vietnam in can tho city

2007-06-05T22:54:00.000+08:00

today get to find internet cafe so i decided to come over with chin cheong to blog. anyone misses me not? (hope so ya... hehe)

yesterdae we all played cards till late but still manage to wake up lo... woke up at 6am (time in vietnam). ate breakfast ard 7.15 and headed to Sinh Cafe to start our trip. had a 3 hrs bus journey before we took a motor boat to go the floating market and also coconut and rice factory where they process alot of these product, bought some back for frens and colleagues. then took another 30 mins or so ride to a "village" for our lunch and some performance. we tried some wine and food again. we were sitting at the deck of the motor boat, it's nice la. after lunch, took the boat back to our bus where we got to go separate ways from the original tour guide and change to another one.

we took a very very big ferry where buses, motorbikes, human and other vehicals can board and travel here. a short bus ride and reaches the hotel. free time so went out to explore after a short rest. awhile after we walked, it began to rain heavily. we had to buy ponchue which costs ard 20cents sg. we couldnt find our way to the floating restuarant and due to the rain,my newly bought map of canton tears and we took a tuttut instead but the uncle din seems to noe where we going but manage to bring us near lo. we managed to walk to the place and placed our order, we had prawn, spring rolls, soup, tofu and last of all, FIELD MOUSE!!! roasted de and it tasted like roast pork... field mouse oni takes rice so it's nice to eat(that's wad they says.) after dinner, went to do HOU GUANG (those container with fire and put over ur body de... and best of all, i did it at the roadside lo.... gosh... so embarrassing.thank goodness i wasnt in sg. the woman free body message for me too (shiok!) den we begin to walk ard where i got a HAT... yes a HAT. like finally la. shiok sia. (tot of kc they all, fiona and sok sok they all, these pple once trying to find HAT for me.) i got a GREY one. den we started to walk ard and ard again and eventually we still din manage to find our way back to hotel. but we found NICE and cheap durians and bought it. got some grapes too. (and to think we are going to fruits floating market tml) finally after a very long walk, we decided to take a tut tut. anw i went to draw some money, damn... spend too much le...(need to control sia) spend abt sg 80bucks liao lo...plus my message 3 bucks (usd). need to sleep early todae lo coz need to wake up tml at 5plus. got to leave hotel by 7am. gosh. so tired...todae my rm is all the way at level 5, shant move ard too much.

the stupid msn wont works.. think there's some blocks! sianx... lazy to resolve, shall try again before i leave...i wanna chat with my frens and colleagues!!!

day 1 in vietnam- Ho ChiH Min

2007-06-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

arrive Vietnam at ard 2 plus(sg time) and 1 plus (vietnam). took a taxi to our hotel. the traffic in vietnam is horrible. they basically anyhow drive lo.... when u need to cross the road, u just cross if not u will never get to cross it.... after getting our luggage down at the hotel, we went to change for vietnam money den to the market for food, settle for BEEF noodle (Pho Bo). it's really nice and sweet. had bottle coke too. den we start to walk ard and literally WALK, we almost got lost, luckily we willing to spend $1 usd to buy the map. we walk ard lo... is their fruit festival and there are alot in the market, all kinds. we still planning whether to go north not coz of the bird flu issue. we also went in this high class shopping centre called "zen plaza" i think is open by korean de. we bought alot of water, 5 litres package and some snacks. yupz. we shop ard, bargain ard, havent buy much yet, we planning for last day... hehe. den went back to hotel rest awhile den headed SINH CAFE to book our trip tml, we heading to mekong where there's water market etc... cool right? going for 2 days 1 night, dunno if i get to use the internet... another day den post the pic ba... we get to upload lo. we headed the french restuarant beside for dinner. it has a nice ambience. oni 4 of us inside.... and i had pho bo again. lolx. den went ard to shop again, got some groceries, a berms and a tshirt. haha... den continue to walk ard den headed home. the groceries are so damn cheap... the cigg oni abt 2 bucks(but i din buy la) shop till ard 8plus den try to find our way back den went to bath and came over to the internet cafe to blog lo. i am hungry again, wanna go find BREAD...

*pauline: i found the 10cents french loaf, not bad but we prefer the butter bread costing 20cents each.

*sok sok: i found many nice things for ya leh but havent buy. slowly see... shall appreciate for ur morning call if not i sure die for oni slping ard 2 hrs.... haha..

*xun: office pple got miss me not? how's things? i still thinking of it.

*xiuping: thanks for the msg....

*lorlor (if u are reading this): jeremy msg me la... jealous right?

*you: hais

*the rest: i am okay now... need to rest le... all of u are missed by me

got to go le... need to wake up ard 6plus. breakfast at 7am den leaving for mekong at 8am. plus.. take care pple and i will too.. i will try not to be knock down by the cars (more like the bikes!!!!!) i wanan go find food!!!! hehehe.... (i am quite guai, never spend so much like last time in cambodia, see den wanna buy... got to learn to be independent ma) imiss my morning calls, my colleagues more... i really tired liao... buais

2007-06-01T16:34:00.000+08:00

i started to smoke again... i am so upset, stress and i really dunno wad to do....

should i quit?

i really dunno...

wo zhen de hen fan
wo hao xiang ku
hais....

i need to make the decision by tml
wad can i do?
i cant wait to leave this place....

i hate alot of things.
i dun dare to disturb my frens.
i dunno wad else to do. suddenly so helpless and i dunno where's my frens.
i tot of u suddenly but oni disappointments filled thru.
all the promises u broke.
maybe u really 4get already but it oni reflects one truth.
i am just a fucking nobody!

bu zhi dao...
fan si le

2007-05-16T14:08:00.000+08:00

almost 2 weeks since i last blog... basically nth much last week la.. everyday work, home/out den nth le lo... thurs and friday almost late for work.... wed meet xiaobai for a small shopping den nth much le.... ordered my SHE cds.... thurs night went ktv with tracy, keilen and andrea... we oso went to order more SHE cd went till like 12 plus. i sent andrea back(near ma) den the 2 of them shared a cab... friday after work went to collect my SHE cd liao.. hehe. so happy.. nice cd, pple go LISTEN!!!! headed dinner at tiong with tracy and keilen den headed home.

sat meet up with bell. went to collect flower for waiyee (happy birthday sis). went vivo and shop. i got myself 2 shirts and a skinnny tie. bell oso got buy stuff lo... we ate at a jap restuarant den went home after a car wash and vacumm... search for my homework for 2 hrs den headed class... mildred wasnt there todae, she got wedding dinner... after class, melodie acc me to buy waiyee's pressy... evangeline joined the ride coz she meetign her fren. her fren damn weird la.. come straight and ask if i interested in a lesbian party.... i simply answer "i dun really club" melodie went back after my purchase and i went to party world to meet up the people lo... (once again happy birthday sis, hope u had a good bdae celebration) and thanks waiyee for the treat of ktv. after the event, me, her and wenting went to drive ard awhile...quite near, first drove up fort canning, nth much so went to mount faber b4 sending them back. nice scenes/talks/company with them... yupz...

sunday meet up with xb. she acc me go buy shoes, pants etc. thanks gal... she treated me to deserts too.. i love it.. lolx... at night, treated my parents to long beach.... and i got my first summon... night time alone, i spend almost 300 bucks... yupz.. now i am broke till months end.... went to meet vera for awhile after that... yupz

monday nth much la... FIRST DAY at WORK. officially driving there le.. loaded with trainings... most weird thing is that i had to da bao AGAIN!!!!! lolx.. went home after work lo..

tues. oso got alot of trainings.. went lunch with andrea they all...drove to tiong. they did small shopping den i went home take jacket den went to office. went to meet lorlor and vicky in town.. i went home to change first. went to have suki yaki for dinner den went sim lim and both of them bought DS LITE. went ps to get stuff from action city and got my membership and free toy (sok, i got the same toy again!!!!same color) sent lorlor till queenstown mrt and vicky home den headed home....

todae? blog tonight ba... will!

2007-05-07T08:34:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging coz my internet at home was down... si bei sian... 2pid ISP company, they better get it fix on wed when they come down lo... wahahaha...

nth much la, friday drove to work den went ktv after tat with yaya and xiuxiu at party world at clementi... cool right? we sang till 1130 den headed home. sat oso went ktv but with colleagues(weixia, tracy and keilen) at lot 1 kbox. lolx. then we went to JEC for the TANK album session.... went home to rest aftertat and met mildred to go for class. had some food b4 gg there lo. class was fun with the learning to BREATHE... lolx. den went down to boat quay... just in case for cgs pple photo taking, happy birthday STEFF!!! stay on and stay a game call "you must be an idiot"... well, it's a super fun game la....headed home after tat. sunday went out in the afternoon with dad to get mum a new phone... suddenly mum's phone is the best in the house.. lolx nokia 7390.... wahha.. 3 mg lo... aftertat went to meet up with kachee, xiuquan and gina.. we combed bugis, arab st and bugis village... almost all got something.. i bought a new pair of shades from topman and a hp holder for car de... yup.. tat's it.. i gtg.. interview!!! and work time

tues-wed

2007-05-03T04:39:00.000+08:00

blogging at 5am (sounds familiar? same timing as pauline sia... time ended is 5am for me!!!)

tues, went to marina and suntec with xiaobai in the afternoon to get some chocos and catch up. it's been long since i last saw her, probably ard dec? i cant even remember. anw we went for abt few hrs oni la... she need to report home... we also went bras plaza. had dinner at home. after dinner, sent mum back to work coz needed help at the food court. i went off to pick sok sok up and we headed for my ice cream, dunno how many thank you i will have to say to u la. i just have the cravings lo. ya. we each had 2 flavours, she had wild strawberry and greentea with red bean

yea, icecream at icekimo down at thomson, bishan area, amk area... lolx.. .there are 14 flavours everyday for pple to choose... flavours of that day are

belgium chocolate
choco and cookies
d24 durian
horlicks with maltesers
mango
dino milo
bandung
hazelnut
vanilla
wild strawberry
blueberry cheesecake
black sesame
jasmine and red bean
teh tarik

i bought 2 extra tubs home for mum, durian and black sesame flavoured and she finished one immediately after i brought home. she's indeed a true blue ice-cream FREAK! lolx....

the place is simple but i think damn cool. nice place to chill out too....
i love this 3 cartoons on the wall.... so CUTE!!!

courtesy of miss tan!! thanks for the ice cream and my car wash. okay, no more choco!

wed- just a tired working day. vicky was on mc, peipei took over her job but simply dun really help out esp with the release of goods. i was so exhausted esp after lunch. i was busy releasing foods that i got a big stack of calls to return(probably on thurs ba) and before lunch, i was busy entertaining unreasonable customers(there are some nice one too). for some, i really got so flare up la.. lucky is oni thru phone. tml will be another busy day oni less goods to release coz i din manage to ask them, probably tml morning chiong some calls lo. i stayed back after 6pm to cut orders, i was too busy last few days to complete tat. at least that it is done, i can calll and call lo. did i mention? i got a compliment letter from customer. krist told me after their company meetin. felt a little happy abt it... :P

left the office ard 9plus. went tiong to buy dinner. had porriage and raw fish.

i wanna start work later... so that i can go backpacking with qingli and her 2 frens in vietnam... PLEASE let me go!!!!! i will definately LOVE IT!!!

lawrence ask me go back help for the newspaper collection as a alumni and i agreed. well, it's good exercise and it's for good course ma. this friday got meeting, probably will turn up for it and then go meet the milkies after that ba. see how it goes lo. so i think maybe i will drive to work that day!!! yupz!!!

i sleep earli last nite, as earli as 10plus pm.. i woke up like 3plus and after this blogging, i am going back to slp le... so tired.. hope i can wake up tml!!!

2007-05-01T10:45:00.000+08:00

i am learning the process

the process of bearing

i miss the food...

again?

i miss the drives...

i miss getting lost...

i miss u....

the eastern side of life....

monday blue

2007-05-01T10:40:00.000+08:00

monday blues i suppose... went to work. now that i take the str8 bus and take abit of walk seems fine. at least i dont have to squeese the 145 bus lo. i wasnt feeling well after lunch. in fact it got worst every hr. wanted to leave early ard 5pm but need to finish up everything ma so drag abit lo. ya. ended up leaving ard 6.25. sianx... cab home coz walking became bad. went home.slp and slp and slp. sweat it out. i am feeling better already. i wanna go out todae but it seems that everybody isnt free alr.... i need more fresh air.. more outing.. i cannot stand facing the walls everyday. i felt like a cage bird.... crying for freedom...my mind is filled.. i simply cant release.. hate this damn feelin... somebody help me!!! sianx...

2007-04-29T15:27:00.000+08:00

i forgot to include one important msg to miss TAN SOK KIM

thank you for your smses and calls to wake me up for work. if not for u, i would probably be late everyday despite living so near my working place. Appreciation is taken!!! xie xie ni le!!!

22/4-29/4

2007-04-29T13:57:00.000+08:00

it's been a week since last blog. shall update u all abt me.

last sunday went out with fiona for retail and food therapy... havent post any pic perhaps later in the night. went shopping plus jap buffet... we ate so much in hlaf an hr.. .impressive!!!! haha... love the laughter... i guess i din really share much about myself which i dunno hw to suddenly.. i seems to be closing my book already!!! (if everybody noe wad it means) went home in BUS!!!! (i din drove or CAB) i love the outing.... more please!!!

weekdays are filled with works and tons of it.

went back to school on tuesday with the milkies.. love u gals lotsa!!! though i oni manage to reach like 9? manage to catch dinner at mac with u all.

wed went for dinner with mildred and mr no status and then to my chinese doc. and noe what, he suspect that i might be suffering from mild depression. though it's not as serious yet but it's still advisable to take concern of it. yah lo.. got quite bother by it and later i think i shld try to avoid this. guess oni self could help?

thurs went dinner with the temp staffs except vicky! had steamboat for dinner... ate for 2 hrs somemore... getting fat again! okay, back to diet mode! sent them home... peipei dunno her way back so i had to called joanne and melissa for help. how embarrassing... then send mildred followed by weixia and then xiuwen.

friday,, went home after work. last min decided to catch a movie. went to watch with fiona at lido... we just on the phone den book tickets den zoom, we drove and met at the car park.... so funny! cool eh! love the last min outing!!! watched my 200pound gf.. it was quite good except for some parts which i find that they deliberately drag it... the story was good. i think fi saw me tearing! (*shy*) went home after that coz fi got early teaching the next day... nevertheless it was a good outing! THANKS GIRL.

sat... rest in the day. went for haircut ard 5pm.... sort of the last day at chapter 2 coz my hairstylist changing and i think i will change along. went for class afterthat. met mildred and her sis at the coffee then went for class. our first lesson la.. not too bad for a class of 8. though some parts i had a bit of prob with it though! i will try to catch up! after class, went dinner with the 2 of them at newton. had a good meal!!! drove home afterthat, watch tv (guess³, HEBE!!!) then went to slp.

todae(sunday). went down to "help" mildred. upon reaching then realise it was a hypnotize clinic. and mildred actually want her teacher to help conquer the fear of furry animals... it was sweet of her wanting to help. thanks friend, and seriously i am not going to be angry. (can trust me alittle more. dont think i really get angry that easily can?) i dunno it did help, i suppose it did. well on my way back, i din see any cats ma. anw went lunch with her class... i guess i was still in trants, i drove wrongly for QUITE long!!!! ate ramen then sent her back to class den i went home le lo... well, with more tots, it was really sweet for her wanting to help me la... ya... i really appreciate it! THANKS GIRL!!! (but still dunno why u wanna hide this till now... really hard to guess.. thanks!!!!!) [there's purely gratefulness, no sarcasm at all] and now i am waiting for pm, xy and steph to come for mahjong session... yea! that's about it folks!

i am trying to overcome depression.. maybe that's not the word to use but still i think u all noe wad it mean. i needed someone to tok to at times but i dunno who to. coz i din want to trouble u all the time. i wanna some company but at times it was hard. i wanna talk dunno who to. i got troubled by myself. i miss the big group fun and company. really hated all this growing up process!! ya! abit sianx lo... that's about it la... will try to blog more so that i can put my feelings somewhere at least!

option

2007-04-22T03:41:00.000+08:00

有时我只想要一个我爱的人和我爱我的人

只要简简单单就好了

i love today

2007-04-22T02:21:00.000+08:00

simply love saturday

thanks sok sok for accompanying me
i was really in foul mood initially these days.
finally felt much better le

meet her at bedok for our dinner (blackboard)
then went tampines mall and century square
wanted to go ecp for my fondue but decided not to go
then went for car wash at bedok side
the service was really good. i pay extra somemore...
very detailed washing and drying...
good service, deserve to give more.
randomly drove around...
finally wanted to go upper thomson for ice cream
i lost abit of way and ended up abit late for it
so decided to fulfil my fondue craving.
parked at cineleisure and went over to coffee club
i shared the fresh fruit fondue with sok sok
and had a ceasuar salad.
send sok home den went home le

wanna thanks sok for the company.
i noe u super tired le
and u still got to stay 2 hrs later than ur slping time
thanks gal...
my mood lighten up alot le
thanks...

good nites to all!!!!

updates

2007-04-21T15:31:00.000+08:00

wed, went dinner with mildred and vicky after work. went beo crescent for fried prawn mee... then went to my car and drove to bukit panjang, mildred went home and 2 of us meet lorlor.. SPEND ALOT!!! on my mum... tell me about that man.. haha... got her the stuff she wanted lo. went to top up our snacks too.. hehe.. den went to sheng song to get some more stuff and left lo. next day got work so din wan to stay up late, send vicky home and left.

thurs, krist nv come work... we have to bear with somebody and u noe it's reallyi terrible? gosh. we had a good tok with the business manager... not tat we are ma fan but the other person is really unreasonable and to think i stay on to work despite being sick.... sianx... jac tok to all of us knowing that we arent very happy abt work esp that day.... after work, i went over to holland v to meet up milkies plus shu shu... shushu going taiwan trainnig for 3 weeks. anw i complain abt my food twice... my pasta was overly baked that it is burnt.... the bacon was blakc not crispy. then my drink, the damn waiter dun even bother to serve properly. i make quite a fuss there. anw cab home after that lo.. yupz.

fri... went work as usual but was alittle more chaotic coz 4 out of 7 temp staffs are not in... we got to take over workload. i had to called customer... serve customers and be runner at same time. must be on alert lo. had pizza, thanks krist for the treat though. anw she noe wad happen to us so ya... she is really nice. .serious i like the company xcept someone la... really, i becoming to dislike her sight lo.. sorry ouxiang... (oh.. jac is my new career ouxiang. she is like a career woman tat i rather young, pretty, good figure and most imptly is good character. that is very impt la... not like some other AUNTIE!!! sianx) anw one very screwed thing that happen was we 4get to send orders for NP.... (my own sch somemore) coz vicky is not here den we din noe the proper procedures and everyone happily 4get abt it la.. damn. after work cab down to esplanade to meet up milkies.. it was yanyi's bdae.. happy birthday gal. bought her a box of chocox den went off to meet up my dearest fyp members.. really long time nv see esp dzul. (we must really meet up more) van joined us after dinner, went starbucks to chill den to my makan sutra coz i was craving for gong gong ma... after tat went first with char, she manage to catch her bus but i din.. called a cab and went home.... watch some tv and slp lo...

later will be meeting sok sok for dinner... yupz.. before that maybe to my cousin's sch for some event.. ya... gtg le.. bye

u were so near yet so far

u trigger the feeling but yet seems so distance

u brought a skip to my heartbeat

u appear when i least expect u

u were missed but yet fear to see

u were loved but getting far

i miss U

week begins

2007-04-18T01:10:00.000+08:00

monday blues i guess

many things was abit messy in the morning. had a new system in a way. (a mini training which took abt 2 hrs. not too bad, i stick to my sp orders lo. just screwed up at thekeying side, was alittle slow till i catch the technique lo. well, it's rrealli ERP! had chicken rice. nice to eat with the whole temp team. we bond well and maybe coz we got a common "enemy". haha.. oso mildred day 1 of work la.... temp staff 7 gals, 4 unknown plus vicky, mildred and me. yupz. anw me and vicky worked till 9 plus coz we got to rush a form for jacklyn... (she's a pretty and nice boss.. reall!!) first time do abit slowly.. will gradually improved de. went tiong for bk dinner with vicky den headed home

tues, went alittle earlier.. wanna finish off the work for the day ma. better. not too bad except for a few cases that came on their own and stuff. overall was okay. the temp staff order mac (alena take order, too bad next 3 days she wont be working. oni monday, she got course. i nv noe singapore got make up school.. it's like darn cool la) anw things was okay. we were done by 7pm (may be the latest of all temp but coz SP realli alot of orders.. must really speed up) vicky went home (we wanted to go find lor), mildred meet mr no status and me went town to meet quan. nv drive. ate at shaws. caught Meet the Robinsons at PS. we shared cab home( me 1st).

just wanna say alittle abt the movie. i dunno why but i felt that Walts Disney was trying to tell his own story of success. i felt that the oni diff was that he is being a comic artist while Lewis is a inventor. and there are alot of creativity plus imagination of the future. guess the company had combine these into one. not too bad. i think it's meaning. teaching us not to give up. follow the motto : "keep moving forward " (well, the show is not worth weekend price though. the front part is boring.. i almost slp a few times, mayb i was tired too la) anw the movie was okay la. yupz.

btw, anyone yet to watch "freedom writers" and wans to watch. please look for me coz i am dying to watch!

at gina's place

2007-04-15T21:45:00.000+08:00

just some pictures i had from gina

the 4 of us

one more!

the 3 beauties

candid shot, natural look!

one more time!

me and my 2 fav sisters!

"sun yan zi" and me

kc and me (rem the old times?)

me and quanxy

the sisters (kc and gina)

unlucky weekend

2007-04-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

tiring, adventureous weekend i have.

friday, worked from 9am to 11pm without lunch. had our lunch for our dinner(cup noodle). was that busy. we realise it was friday the 13th in the morning. and guess what for the first time, i felt that things are just so screwed. first some orders form cannot be found when the customers come to collect their laptop(sp). then got some customer come without telling, everything was such a mess when morning comes... omg... scare me alot lo... receives more calls than usual. my gosh. i was like so busy that my calling reduces la. i din really dare to go for lunch coz i scare of the calls and scare they need anything at least me still there ma. vicky came ard 2pm for supposily briefing which ended up working lo. with her help, i manage to key in all the orders. then she got allocated to pauline's side to help for ngeeann's laptop. so i struggle with my singapore poly's again. laptop models is not sufficient for collection lo... omg. hais... we need more lappy! we need more slots for them to collect! my head was really in great headache la. i even pop 2 panadol actifast lo. ya... lucky i had 2 chocolate bars, think i gg to get more tml la.. in case! tot work will end at 7 but no.. got pulled in for meetin. (me, pauline, vicky and all the heads and the boss too) vicky left ard 8. me and pauline for pantry to have our cup noodle and continue to work le lo. gosh. we stayed till 11plus den left. boon huat coming to fetch her so i left for home lo. took a cab, was realli TIRED!!! suppose to go down pm's chalet. under their suggestion, i decided to go over tml morning instead. had a quick bite and went to bed str8

happy 21st birthday, bro!

sat- sent my mum to work den headed to the chalet and i dunno why i drove to the airport again... (dunno how many times within this 2 mths le) den went to the chalet, this time nv get lost le coz i noe the way well enuff le. played mahjong, had food and decorations. quite abit of mahjong playing la till evening time. everyone takes turn to bath and change (manmi left in the afternoon for meeting.) basically the whole celebration, we've been eating, chatting etc lo.. saw alot of familiar faces such as isabella, gen, joyce, lao shi, ms tay, ms ang etc lo... great to catch up with them (dont get to see them OFTEN) the other time at xy's bdae, by the time i go, they left already.

anw the party was great la.... stayed at the chalet... in the end, oni 5 stayed plus pm and her family. hui fen, xiu fang, xiangyun, yixiu and me! xiu fang and hui fen were xy and pm's np classmates. but we chat alot tgt lo.. easily can engage into conversations... so nice, chat from east to the west etc. we even attempt to arrange outing at sentosa.. wahhaha. the 3 of us were so energitic that we almost went down to sentosa to see someting.. hehe.. in the end nv. we 3 went to top up petrol and had maggie mee over at the pasir ris beach where the "tragety" occurs. an ant (the doc thinks) went into huifen's ear. intiately me and xiufang dun believe and tink it's just wind blow. coz she insists, we went to buy lotsa stuff for her to "dig". nth came out. it was until we bought the torch light that we saw the bug. (disgusting) decided to go for clinic but a bloody hell nurse is being f**k rediculous la... we reached there at 6.45. she says the fee is 60 bucks. (24hrs clinic) then the notice on the board stated 7-8 is 20bucks so we says we will wait till 7. then she says that must wait till 7.3o coz the cleaner needs to sweep floor. we tried explaining the situation but f**k she insist la. i simply walked over. we went back chalet trying pm's mum's method but it din seems to work. we decided to drive them back first den look for the clinic ard their hse. after many attempts, we went to raffles medical at jurong east. but coz the ant was very deep, the doc cant get it out and refer us to nuh to try. at nuh, the doc says the equipment was locked at the specialist side so got to wait till tml, meanwhile giving huifen medicine. drove all 3 of them home(xy, xiufang and huifen) den went home.

when i was parking my car, i saw my neighbour's car drove past and to my surprise i saw weixuan inside. called her and realise her new bf is my neighbour! wad a small world la. (gal, may all the best to u ya)!!! back home and slp all the way till dinner time. and now time, 9.37pm and i am going to sleep le.. coz tml got to work ma... sianx. starting earlier!! 8.30am so must wake up earlier lo. yup. tml mildred and vicky will be working with me too. yupz. that's abt it for the unlucky weekend....

可以见到你吗？

2007-04-13T07:54:00.000+08:00

no pictures, just a quick post.

2nd day of work. was really busy, dun even have time to learn to depatch the stock. was busy calling up and after lunch had to learn from pauline to key in product (something like data entry). somehow i really miss the times in ERP lesson. it's like the same thing now. just tat i am doing only the selling side lo. yupz. and noe wad? lunch was at 3 plus. and we end work oni ard 7 odd. suppose to have arrange to meet cindy de but then ar, i scare she got to wait long so i postpone it lo. (sorry gal) took a bus home and found no dinner and dad was being nice and brought me frog leg for dinner(thanks). guess i was really exhausted, i fall aslp ard 9 plus (last moment i recall). need to go prepare myself for work already. i very scare todae will end really late coz i still need to learn many things. next week pauline wont be helping me le coz she will be at the nyp roadshow... hais... shall blog again.

paiseh, i got the pictures from gina le but i got no time to post la.. shall just put one that she created... i just love the feeling of meeting up. despite for so long we din realli contact, the bond still feels good!

好像见你
longing to see u
好像不这么可能
it doesnt seem hopeful
想念能让人痴让人醉
missing someone could cost a daze
怀念着以往的日子
recalling the past
好不自由阿
the great freedom it have brought
好想再次拥有
i wish i could own it again

miss u

day1 of work

2007-04-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

while awaiting for my dearest sister, regina's photos i shall first blog about my day 1 of work.

thanks Miss Tan Sok Kim for waking me up at 7.10am so that i can be awake for work. it's been so long since i was awake that early. my gosh. really thanks.. really need to inherit the good sleeping habit from you. (looks like another failed day) anw sorry tat i din call back. tml be prepared to get my call again!!!! (oh ya, no worries, the toy will be in working conditions when it next see u... hehe)

anw today i meet pauline to go work tgt. board her bus, i think i everyday will change bus la. i sit outside the office to wait for work to be allocated to me. sat for like 45 mins b4 i was told wad to do. from 10am, i make phone calls and more phone calls n receive more calls to inform customers to retrieve their laptop and check their order status. i was like talking non-stop other than 1/2 hr of lunch(not tat i was ill-treated just tat sweet pauline help me got cup noodle for lunc, we ate at pantry so we used less time lo) i called all the way till 7pm (with the help of pauline and her fren, ann at ard 6pm), i still got more to call tml and tml will be the start of some students to come collect their lappies le... wahha... exciting. tml when my desk lappie comes, still need to learn to key in info and check available stocks... how interesting. supposily will work till next friday but maybe get to extend(i really hope so... it's good money)...

left at 7pm cause i need to meet xiuquan and kachee at holland village for dinner, all 3 of us were late. quan was the earliest. i went home to get car after work ma... ya lo... anw after dinner, we crazy and went to cck to find regina... so long nv see her la.. we were busy gossiping and taking photos.(great, the pictures sent half way, dear gina went offline. tml den post the rest of pictures. shall oni post those i have on my phone) i really hope tat i can get in NTU suddenly den i can apply hostal with gina... den kc and quan can come over to ton.. so cool... *pray* real hard this time. will u take me in for account of cca? please!!!!!!!!!!!!! went up her place to take more pictures with her dig cam... too bad she went offline... fast end of april den we all can go out and drink and stuff le... wahhaha... cant wait la (this is a true no barriers between age, junior and senior) now post those not so skilled pic from my phone first lo.. sorry la, my head damn BIG!!!!

it's 1am alr, pm jus came over to borrow the ice box and i really need to slp le... waking up earli tml... *yawns*

pictures there u goes, okay, i prefer those on gina's cam!!! faster send me!!!

me and kachee...

quan me and gina (i realli tink she look like sun yan zi)

i cant self take gp pictures.. my head look SO BIG!!!

gina is more skilled. maybe she got alot of practices... oops (i hid behind)

last picture in the lift: me, quan and kc

2007-04-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

i was surfing friendster den i decided to click on this click who i havent talked to for so many donkey years. when i first know her, it was around sec 3 or 4. so long that i dun remember la. i noe her for almost 5 to 6 yrs la. anw one deep impression of her is tat i psyco her to turn STRAIGHT! yes straight, u pple nv see wrongly. i oso noe at that time if we had continued to get along, we might have been tgt le. but i was in bad r/s prob then ma. shant talk about tat. anw it was cool to see the pictures on her frenster etc. like seeing someone growing up. i think she was then sec 1 or 2 when we first know. cool right?

okay back to update of my routine today. i sleep at like 5 plus in the morning after bloggin and read some books den slp lo... was awake by van's sms ard 9 coz we wanted to go back sch. i went back to bed till 2 den wake up. i am a pig.. like one night without nitemares la.. finally after last few nites. i had tomyam maggie mee for lunch (gave me stomachache, perhaps coz empty stomach). slacked, watched tv and read book till dinner. had some korean beef tingy den went back to room coz mum's playing mahjong (not tat i dun like mahjong, jus tat i dun like the kakis.). received a call to ask me go work tml at 9. (thanks to pauline.) well, oni till next friday(tat's what he says la). so tonight i got to follow sok and sleep earli liao.. must be good lo... yupz. i looking for my mp3 to charge coz tml not driving. yea... tat's abt it. shall update my day 1 of work tml. stay tune

thurs-mon

2007-04-10T03:39:00.000+08:00

sorry readers, i noe i havent blog for almost 5 days. thanks for staying tune.

here's my entries

it's gg to be long with pictures... since thurs till today(monday)...

really relax weekday. woke up earli on thurs went to find vicky to return her phone, shun bian send her off work. went home rest den meet puimun at ps for some daiso shopping. had tea at TCC den headed arab street/beach road to get light-stick. (cheaper than outside) went to buy dinner for mum and brought back for her. den went to have xiao long bao with pm near my hse. pm went for her haircut while i headed lorlor's place. had my "facial".... ahhaa..

me: i going to do mask(ing) at my fren's place
isabell: Tat's so gay! so unlike you!
me: -__-""

afterthat went to pick shuling(so long nv see her). okay, i admit... i felt weird. anw we went newton for lala, gonggong and orh jian. then headed home.

woke up at 6 todae. sent my parents to pray. omg, bright hill temple there got like no parking lots, i have to park like 3 bus stops away. so stupid. after parking, me and dad took a cab to there somemore ($2.60 la)... the police blocked ard 4 hdb carpark near the temple. gosh. after they pray finish, we spend almost 15 mins or more to walk to the car. drove mum to work and had our breakfast there. it wasnt reallynice. i had seafood SOUP, i dun wan rice/noodle so earli. i wanna go rest abit... later gonna meet pm and yixiu. i wanna find present for pw and maybelline tooo... months of april so many birthdays!

anw met pm and xiu at marina square. i reach first. went to TIMES and got a book called "who move my cheese?" den went coffee club for cheesecake and ice coffee. met up with them. got a polo for pm and shop at TIMES again. i bougght another book while the 2 of them comb another 10 over books. total spending with 20% discount(puimun's bdae) was ard 180+. imagine without the discount. by the time we shop over, it was dinner time already. had jap food(no pic yet, xiu havent send me) den went arcade at suntec. got pm the cow softtoy and alot of sweet... not forgetting lorlor and vicky's pop dust. wahhaa... drove them to esplanade bus stop den went home.

puimun's food(oni pic on my phone)

puimun's new toy cum present

sat, stayed home in the morning and afternoon. finally got the call from jenyin... waited for so long la.. wanted to meet at vivo but she oni left hse at the time suppose to meet. so i decided to go pick her up. headed IMM. we were so cute. first we headed cafe cartel and knowing that we dont to eat anyting, we just walk out... so embarassingla... den we went coffee club and caramari rings, caeseue salad with salmon and a desert. it was great, she tempted me so much to eat oyster... after our "snack", we went to walk ard and waited for her fren to come. i joined them at fish and co. had 2 osyters den i left for woodlands to pick mildred den to sengkang to pick verlin. den we headed to pasir ris for peiwen's birthday. stayed there till ard 1 plus 2. went to changi village look at ah guas(they nv see b4 ma) den sent verlin home den to chongpang with mildred and esther where we bought nasi lemak. esther's mum came to fetch her from there tooo... i sent mildred back where she acc me eat my nasi lemak below her block den i drove home.

caramari rings at coffee club

jenyin and me

birthday girl peiwen(kristen) and me

sunday was boring. stayed home reading and stuff.....

Monday. (todae) went to the beach with xiuping, was so scare tat it will rain la... lucky us.. it din... so we manage to go down to the water. alot of "shows" to watch la... got this straight and crooked couple and their fren, keep on staring at us den they keep on taking their kissing photos.... diao... (stare at us for wad?) then got another couple keep swimming past us and stare at us too. the best show was this 2 ladies in bikinis keep on taking photos with their bikinis lo... siao.. as though they are some models.. even got this tiko indian man went over to "help" them take pictures lo.. disgusted la.... not like they very pretty or got good figure... actualli more like their posts are disgusting la... anw after some swims, we went to bath den put stuffs in my car den we did some stupid tings.. we went to take the blue and red bus line ard sentosa... a few rounds la... the red line was cool coz open top(reminds me of the hippo ride). we had ben and jerry too.. todae surprising i had CHOCOLATE flavoured ice cream (many shld noe tat i dun really take choco unless i feel like). anw we oso bo liao go take beach tram to go back to the carpark.

sentosa 1 (who says it's bad weather?)

sentosa 2 (beautiful water)

drove to NUS to pick serene (aka no brain, nickname from me since sec 3 obs). we went ps for dinner (pasta, so long never eat le). i finally bought my snowcap, no brain got a top and a necklace and xp got a top too... i oso did my xchange for my "toy" (sok, u can play with it again le). sent serene back to her hostal. we went to her rm and took lotsa 2pid pictures la... feel dumb but fun.... she's going to pia for her exams which is next week, all the best gal! anw last min i went lorlor's place with vicky. i drop xp at lor's place too... she taking bus from there we slack at lorlor's place. me and vicky keep on sleeping at lor's place la.. wahahha.. den force her to go supper with us at gombak. after supper, i drove to her place for one round, headed for car wash (yes, again.. i feel tat my car is ever dirty... gosh.. wad a habit). sent lorlor back and then vicky. me and vicky damn "smart" la, we "lost" our way. we din realise tat adam exit for PIE is for Tuas, we still happily looking for it. it should be bukit timad exit. we still drove all the way till thomson, toa payoh den i realise... omg... stupid me, i miss my human directory... hais. anw sent vicky home den kanna police raiding oso la. but the policeman realli polite... good man.. wahhaha... den drove home and decide to complete my blog entry since friday... been so lazy...okok.. going to post my pictures le...

my newly Xchanged toy. (yay, the head can move le)

my new snowcap (cool?)

me, xp and no brain

me with no brain n piggy

me and xiuping... (what's wrong with xp's face?)

no brain show half of her face on photos and reality. (xp trying to hold her laughter?)

not bad, i can take self photos tooo.... cheerful leh

different expression show different stories

did i ever mention? i was the youngest. they are already 21!!!!

me with my snowcap and lor's shades at lor's place.

welcome back to SIngapore, PEANUT. MISS U LOTSA!!!

rest well alright....

take care!!!

2007-04-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to FIONA SIM WAN PING
i did not forget just never SMS, hope u get to read this la...
miss u lotsa and let's meet up SOOOOONNNNN

wed nite

2007-04-05T01:43:00.000+08:00

went to bugis after dinner to meet lorraine. after that vicky joined us. went arcade to play the jackpot thingy den drag lorlor to clinic where char, van, fidah and co are. wished van. clinic got 5 free drinks for ladies. shiok... had 2 volka cranberry den went over to mos with vicky and lor. dance abit den went to the main arena to drink. had beer and champagne. stay abit den left. lorlor took cab to teck's hse den me send vicky home. upon reaching home den realise her phone was with me. tml driving over to send her phone. yupz. shall post some pic b4 i slp....

char and me birthday girl

vicky and me

lorlor and me

fidah and me

lorlor and vicky

fidah and vicky

sweet video

2007-04-04T17:54:00.000+08:00

a sweet video i saw on puimun's blog.

happy birthday

2007-04-04T17:38:00.000+08:00

To XIUPING and VANESSA

sun-wed

2007-04-04T16:39:00.000+08:00

the photos as promised!

cwystal and me
me and huiting
fidah, char and me
char and me
me and pauline

sunday din go out. suppose to wake up earli to go praying with parents, i suppose to drive them ma but i din mention to. i was too tired after 2 nights of insufficient sleep. my parents postpone it to friday instead. whole day never go out in the end. i was so tired, i slp at 8 then wake up ard 10 plus from lorlor's call. was talking some stuff. after tat tok to xiuyi. ard midnight, i was hungry and pauline was sweet enough to come pick me and we went all the way to bedok for supper. after supper, she sent me home too. THANKS girl.

Monday suppose to meet up with shuling, she postpone it. went for my final injection againa hep A n B de. also see the doc for my face. tot tat not going out le but due to last min decision, me went to meet up with xiuping, belverlyn and lorraine. michelle came too. had dinner at swenson, me and lorlor surprise xiuping, we order cake and flower for her. haha. hope she like. after dinner, went to TCC for coffee. chitchat there for quite some time den bel hungry tat she wanna eat so went to cartel. vicky joined us from there. and finally i decided to tok to mich. the conversation was continued at Coffee Club. i had a salad there too. yupz. i sent the gals home. bel went to find her frens. yea. not forgetting i went for car wash b4 sending them coz my car kanna alot of birdshit. lorlor and vicky were damn excited. so funny. haha. send xp up her hse coz she got scared by the anti-smoking poster. make me oso scare so i made her call me acc me home all the way. wahaha..

xiuping's pretty tulip bouquet

tues stay home in the day too. bought dinner for dad and myself and then went down to school. (our purpose failed!) went to mac with them(xiu, van, cwystal, kristen), yaya joined us after her training. we all shared a chicken and i had a salad... kristen left first. the rest of us played stupid games and had alot of laughter. sent cwystal back to school then went home. that's about it!

my toy is spoilt le. i think i gave it too much fall. i think i going to get another one.

wed(todaey) suppose to go out with shuling and suddenly there's absolute no news suddenly. sianx. nvm

i am missing somebody....

are all these wrong? i really dunno

suddenly there're so much hidden inside which i cant tell anyone.

not that it's a secret

just that i am confused.

5 more days......

van's 21st bdae celebration

2007-04-01T12:58:00.000+08:00

yesterdae only went out for van's 21st birthday party. theme was red and black, u really can see all either in RED or BLACK... i joined the vball mainly. drank beer, wine and black label. was good. fukang b4 10 already drunk. saw lotsa of BIT pple too... took a few pics. saw CHAR, FIDAH, PAULINE, HUITING and co tooo... miss all of them. imagine used to see them in sch for at least 5 sem lo.. i went off with yanyi at 12.30am. jus a brief update abt the birthday. photos will be up soon.

2007-03-31T14:10:00.000+08:00

to sok,

aiyo gal ar... u need to interview dun say leh... we went home so late den u nv sleep! so sorry. u should really tell us la... coz i think we are not that unreasonable. later ur dark circles become panda la... omg. yup. anyway hope ur interview is successful lo. yupz... hope u get ur LOTSA SLEEP to recover the loss... nights

friday

2007-03-31T05:49:00.000+08:00

fabulous friday outing. better outing ever with them. went out ard 2 plus. drove to town, first parked at orchard building and went to meet xueling and sok kim. went to shop at fareast den wisma. headed back to car and drove to cathay. went ps to meet weiting. went for jap food there. then headed cathay for movie, "number 23". Thanks yihong for the help of booking tickets. anw i tink the show was quite good. i noe it was a thriller but ar when the gals ask me, i oso tot tat it is a spooky movie coz all 4 of us dun watch de... luckily it's not... i like the plot and the twist. very unexpected and after the show, u will somehow keep thinking of the show and esp the number. after the movie, we went to ps to show, got abit of midnight shopping... waited for arnold. went to rocher beancurd (peanut, i miss u). saw char there la... omg, the last time i see her is like the last day of exam lo... gosh.... miss her lo... during the fyp period, i see her almost everyday la and now nv see liao lo.... anw after beancurd, the 5 of us went to changi beach. we sat there sing sing, play 2pid games, play sparkles, candles, chit chat etc... like the feeling.. we stay till ard 4 plus 5 plus den went weiting home, let arnold and xl ard the area too(i very lazy and tired to travel all the way west le.) then sent sok home, pack my stuff den go home. really love serangoon and amk area la.. i go home like so fast... abt or less than 15mins lo.. gosh.. shiok la...

jus now reach home, i decided to go open letterbox den suddenly i heard a landing sound of someone jumping with the slipper, shocked my life. luckily i nv scream, worst got this maid person on my left walking towards me, at like 5.30 in the morning? omg. she came to open the letterbox too. i guess she is gg to take the lift and i decided not to take and wait for the next one. omg.. it was sure scary, esp there's a lot death case(rip one la) and crime rates are INCREASING at very high speed. omg, we are near town and yet the security sucks, guess there are too many elderly in the area le... hais. i wish pple will commit less crime or at least dun sabo pple's safety la. life's precious....

10 more days and u are back. u tink u will contact when u reach? or maybe i am jus the last person who find out? or perhaps i aint impt at all for u to inform? hais. well, it's all up to u and it's ur choice! missing u stillll

2007-03-30T02:20:00.000+08:00

nth much today. just went back sch with van to see see the vball team. oni to find more conflicts had arise. afterthat went down hv for milkies gathering(still milkies?). sasa, kristen, cwystal, yaya, van, xiuxiu and me. went to eat at hawker then chill at breko. nice gossipings and catching up. love ya all...

anw todae i finally got to read peanut's blog. 2pid me... like after so long den get to read. she sounds so upset la. so useless that i din get to cheer her up or whatever. hais... oni realise she not tat good during tat dinner b4 she flys. i wish all her sorrows can be transferred to me. i really hope this thail trip of hers will really cheer her up. she really dun deserve those sad situation. oh god, let her be the happiest gal on earth. take care. and there's still 11 days and 11 nights more to ur arrival in sg. we might not get to meet even if u are back but at least i pray for ur safety. take care gal. miss u.

you've been TAGGED!

2007-03-29T00:44:00.000+08:00

i've been tagged by zeph(puimun) and so it goes!

"this is what you are supposed to cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.”

1. I must have the lights on whenever i sleep at home alone.

2. I am a gadget freak. I love all sort of electronics.

3. I actually worked better under stress especially during programming.
4. I dont really eat chocolate NOW unless i got craving.

5. I am very friendly and talkative but when i am dealing with the girl i like, i am especially shy.

6. I drive better with one hand and I park better than i drive.

Ppl tagged:

kristen(peiwen)

pauline

jenyin

qiaoling

vanessa

huiting

Labels: tagged

tues-wed

2007-03-29T00:32:00.000+08:00

been out with mum the last 2 days. she had leave on tues, went IMM, wanted to shop at daiso but it was closed for stockin-taking... what a luck. parking was all the way till the top to0, under the hot sun lo coz level 3 carpark was closed... suay till max lo. went to the hk cafe for snack and drink, mum had desert. anw i bough a new pillow.. finally! hope it helps with my sniff neck. bought new set of bedsheet for them too. went giant shop then to jurong east popular to get books, we bought quite alot. bought durian and went home for dinner.

wed, meet mum for dinner after her work. had my mini-steamboat.. finally(my cravings). had tomyam, bad for my weight, stomach and throat... oops.. once awhile la.. shall stop all these indulgence le. hehe. mum wanted to get shoes so drove her ard. went chinatown but nv get la. oni got miscellaneous stuffs and some bread (one of each the mini bun char intro).

tml meeting milkies at holland v for dinner, organise by dear crystal.. hehe.. she is like MIA for so long lo. finally. this friday meeting sok, xl and co.. for movies... yay! sat going for vanvan's bdae party!!

u are away for 6 days oni.... 12 more days to go. so many attempts almost sms u but remember tat i cant. hope u are doing fine there... must be enjoying lo.. miss u.... (at least can sms when u are in sg though we cant go out often anymore )-: ) hais... counting down even more!!!!

2007-03-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

thoughts flying through

tears falling down

mind tearing apart

some incidents make me think

some memory make me cry

some scene make me fall

a talk perhaps

a thought perhaps

a smile perhaps

a call perhaps

i am turning mad.

i should sleep early!

monday blue

2007-03-26T19:13:00.000+08:00

slept ard 4plus again last nite. *yay!!!* no nightmare over the whole weekend. thanks sok sok each night to wish me sweet dreams. i practically have no dreams la. all the way till next morning. hehe.

woke up ard 1030. bellbell called at 11 plus saying she wasnt at work and she's on MC and no more news from her le. so i tot i will be slacking at home and packed my roomie. pm called when i went out to buy lunch. she coming over coz she dun wan to go class. hehe. so yep, she came and show her show, hanakimi. we did go out awhile to get some snack and my new sport bra.. wahahha.. i had salmon sushi which i tink is quite good. pm still watching her show so i decided to slack. hehe.. lala.. jus had my dinner....

weekends

2007-03-26T02:29:00.000+08:00

friday
went to "interview". (a called from some company who got my number from ngeeann). a spam to me. it was a MLM company. omg. i totally hated it la. (sorry to company out there, i just dont like the idea.) anw i already asked the person when walking to the company. he refuses to answer me then when we reach and settle down. after he went to get some forms and back to me

he suddenly ask "what if i tell u that this is MLM"
me: "sorry i am not interested. i will leave!"
him: "why do you not like MLM?"
me: "i just dont like!"
him: "our company is not just about MLM. it's oni the initial stage. we also be dealing with cafes and other leadership aspect. the cafe u seeing now is actually open by one of the CEOs with the company's fund. the BMWs u see along the street are owned by our own people."
me: "sorry, i am not interested. BYE"

giving a polite smile and i just left the building. waste my petrol, parking and time. anw after that went jurong east to pick puimun den to IMM. after some shoppings and eatings. drove down to suntec and went to find waiyee and szehua for dinner. afterwhich we meet up with manmi after szehua left. acc mm for diner den sent all 3 of them to wy's place den went home. was tired but i dare to slp earli fearing that i might have nitemares, slept ard 4am and her flight went off at 9am

sat- slacking all the way at home. nth else liao.. wahhaha.. i am a SLACKER!!!

sun- almost the same except that in the evening, i went over to elisha's place and play mahjong with her, her mum and her grandma. 3 lose to her mum. i lost the most. at one point of time, i lost all my chips and got to buy chips lo. in the end, got win back abit to cover lo. abt 20+ lo. nvm la. where got always can win one right? hehe. drove all the way home. quite fast. about 15mins. (no cars!!!)

that's my update of my weekends.
she has gone for holidays for 2 days already. 14 more to go... hehe... and i am gg to look for job le... yupz. (i am guai!)

2007-03-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

18 days w/o any possible contacts. sianx! cannot msg coz dun wan the bill to go up(her).

tml gg for an interview. hope i get in la. at least i can earn money and treat her to lunch (u can still remember not?) at vivo! hehe

wed&thurs

2007-03-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

wake up quite early. sent my mum to work den went to market and bought the ingredient. spend alot of time to buy finish the stuff. ate brunch. rest awhile and headed bugis for my hair cut. my hairstylist told me that he changing company le.(why all my stylists like to change company so much. nvm, guess i will follow). anw we exchange number discreetly (lorlor, jealous not?) anw we chatted our own prob. his r/s (he's gay and he's so fun) and the gal i like. yupz. went home str8 after haircut. did some stuff den started to prepare the chicken rice at 4. got to cook up the chicken and rice first ma. also to prepare the rest of the ingredient (cutting, washing) make my chilli too. started cooking ard 6 coz mel and qp coming at 6.30 and to my surprise. they are on time (must be qp's effort) anw i cook cereal prawn, spinach with 3 types of eggs, chicken rice, si chuan soup, mushroom chicken and maggie gorean. thanks mummy for helping to cut the chicken. i had yam paste too but my parents finished them up. went into my rm and watched vcd (hanakimi). chit chat with mel. (gal, hope u are feeling better. dun bottom up ur feelings, let them up. u noe i can be listener). heard from neighbour that there's a robbery at my hse void-deck. evil couple. rob an elderly and still pushed her down the stairs somemore. they suspect the couple had followed the elderly from atm. rob her abt 500 cash lo. F**K to the couple la... evil!!! anw ard 9plus, sent both of them home and came home liao. guess had waken up too earli hence i went to bed earli. fi called at 4am. had a talk with her (gal, dun cry liao... he's not worthy. jia you. stay strong, u've got us)

soup. veg.prawn.mushroom.chicken (clockwise from left)my very own maggie gorean. wanted to cook for peanut for so long. finally a chance

today nv go out except marketing. dun have appetite so decided to cook porriage. bought 2 can food and came home to cook. had salted eggs and the can food with porriage for breakfast, lunch and dinner. hehe... slack and watch up with tv. i've been an addict lo.. hehe. anw i got the craving of drinking. dun ask why. just feeling numb. tat's all.

my meals of thursday.

peanut, u leaving for 18days soon. must really take care there. environment and security condition aint that good ya. anw just to apologise that i've cause u to be scolded by your mum. i understand that chances of meeting u are slimmer and slimmer liao. sorry. i really feel very bad about it. though i wish to be able to meet u more often but i guess it would hard on you. hais. hmm.. after u come back, if u tink is convienent den ask me out lo. i'll always be 24/7 for ya de. all the best and hope your holiday would be fun ya. gonna miss u badly. (well, like u say, at least got u and our photos right?) take care! MISS YOU.

fiona, please take care and i will be here for u. dun be silly to think tat u are bothering ur frens. we are most willing to be here for u de. ya. please take care. u can ask me out to chat or sumting. dun isolate urself. u've got us.

tues

2007-03-20T23:57:00.000+08:00

in 3 mins time, it's 21st march liao. my dad's birthday and also liangbin's birthday!!!!
but by the time i post this post, i guess it would past 12 le lo.
therefore,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF YOU!!!

today did quite abit of things hence time passes fast. went market today. bought alot of things. mum cooking pig trotter in vinegar (*drools*). also cooking for relative ma.. but to our mistake.. i didnt get something enuff. got to rebuy again tml. anw tml will be a busy day too... i think i was in the market for abt 2 hrs la, jus to gather everything. i even had to drive despite the near distance. very heavy. dunno is it coz i havent been taking much carbo, my strength falls, guess i got to train up abit more. alot of jobs havent get back to me, guess i've got to wait lo. hais. after a simple lunch, went to paya lebar to get someting i order from auction. the idiot(seller) make me cab there and end up late. while waiting at the control makes me think alot. i miss the saturdays that we've got to wake up early and head down to paya lebar's cisco for the "lesson" with the RTs. miss them alot and my teammates. i recalled the times we waited at the control for the team to reach and walk over. and also the times we went for lunch tgt ard the places. becoz of WIL, i got to go east side more... places like bedok market etc. remember once char, joyce and me went for the fermented beancurd etc.. miss the food la. and the times we went bedok market for lunch, alexander market for crystal bao etc. omg, i really miss the WIL team alot. not 4get some of the tuesday we had to go back there to set up the PCs to get ready for the RTs' "lesson".... anw i left the place immediately after the deal, took a train home. gosh, it's been so long since i took train alone (the last time was last last sat with xiuquan) dunno why the trip seems so long (guess i am not used to it). went to buy cake for neighbour's kid again. she may be notti but she's still fun to play with. spend a bit of time there den headed home to finish up some stuff... waited for parents to come home and headed great world's "Imperial Treasure" restaurant for dinner to pre-celebrate dad's birthday. he got meeting every wed ma so got to celebrate early. finaly had my cold crab, salty egg prawn etc. it was good. went to get some goodies den went home. that's about it.. mum's cooking the trotter now.. YUMMY!!!

tml qp and mel coming over for dinner. it's been long since i really settle to cook. too long since my fren come for my cooking (which i really miss). i wanna COOK ALOT!!!! yupz..

sok, can u tell me why i am feeling this way? weird... i really hate myself.. hais

monday no blues

2007-03-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

been out the whole day today. thanks puimum for ur company around and u din go for classes(sorry) went mustafa twice, sim lim twice and funan to find 2 item mission. got to find dad's birthday present(printer) and peanut's memory card. oni manage to find a good printer but failed to find a cheap memory card. pm got quite alot of deals though, mp4, cables, headphone, pouch etc. had lunch at sim lim food court. the xiao long bao is still as good. had my fav yam cake at funan too. den we oso apply our capital card (like finally?) aftertat pm came my hse to watch the hanakimi lo while i continue to search online. MISSION accomplished! found a cheap one liao. just now b4 pm went home, i brought her to the xiao long bao shop near my place which i tink taste good. in the afternoon, pm even brought me to temple to pray... hmmm, i am like an abc who jus came back from other country, i practically dunno the practices and everything. well, my family dun bring me to do these wad. further, i am a free thinker. i believe god do exist just tat i dun wan to be a religious person but i love all religion's preaching etc... yup...

anw this is the printer that i bought for daddy. i figure that he doesnt need those multi-function. he oso dun use de... and the ink usage shld be low so i decide to get this instead, canon ip4200 which i tink is not too bad and value for money. can print double side plus can print of cd... yep. cool right? hehe. there u are, the model...

http://site-sg.canon-asia.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=bubblejet&prod_type=ip4200

these are the functions. check it out. hope dad like this pressie me and mum got for u ya. ur bdae on wed but since u got meeting every wed, we shall celebrate it on tues instead!!! happy advance birthday to you!!!!

2007-03-19T00:14:00.000+08:00

somehow it just drew stronger even with the rejections!

untitled

2007-03-18T19:24:00.000+08:00

Special Thanks for Miss Tan Sok Kim once again for helping me to change the blogskin.
a new look. BLACK. i like the theme. hehe... THANK YOU!!!!

great nightout

2007-03-18T14:06:00.001+08:00

seriously speaking, my mood wasnt too good for the last 2 weeks. alot of things on my mind, a lot of pressure, loads and problems surfacing. love is not the worst case. friendship are deal-able. other problems just suffocating me badly. had always wanted to go to the beach at night and chill and thanks to Miss Tan Sok Kim for accompanying me there. (more like picnic la)

meet up with sok at marina den drove to ECP. bought fruit, drinks, tibits from 7-11 and headed to the beach. had some talks and photos taking(show later). nice chilling. simple yet nice. the stars were great. (alot of them, beautiful night out). chit chat, listen to radio, to mp3(i brought speaker) and keep on trying to take nice photos(sok)... she's getting vain ar.. (oops, she's reading) but the talk with her was great. THANKS friend. really glad to have known u in Ngee Ann. and u are right, we dont have to keep meeting just to get the bond. still, THANK YOU!!! then we headed airport, i need FOOD. was very hungry la. had laksa(most expensive sia and worst) i din even finish my food lo... there goes my MONEEEY!!! sianx... after that sent sok home le lo... her mummy searching high and low for her. really appreciate ur company todae. and hope there are more regular ones ahead ya. it's nice to chill, chat, whatever tgt. THANKS!

changes are unavoidable. no one attempt will succeed anw. i crave for no changes but reality hit me hard. death hit me hard, illness hit me hard, problems hit me hard, pressure hit me hard. friendship, family and love keeps me going. at times i felt suffocated. the tot of frens, family and u keeps me moving. i seem cheerful but at times i am not. i seem strong but at times i need a hand. i seem crazy but at times u went too fast. i need a mind to tink. i need sumtin to slow me. i need to curb temper, tots and emotion. i need to build on EQ. crazy me! i wanted my frens, family and u to be happy. i love the joys and smile. okok... enough of emo, time for pic!

*ps: sok sok, still owe me dinner and please join our outing often k? dont keep SLEEPing like a PigzZZzzzz*

"S" stands for SKYE

sok sok and me

my vain friend dying hard to do a commercia for maltese

what happen to my "smile"

sok with the 4 light STICKs

trying to do some Stuns

i think this pic is taken with sok's sister's phone
very bright huhz (did i mention? we had the same clothe color combi)

black top, white bottom, white shoes
caught in driving
my expensive laksa
so big!
so small!

great friend of mine... thanks friend.. more outings and more photos please...

friday night

2007-03-18T13:11:00.000+08:00

i've 2 great night outing on friday and sat and i decided to spilt the 2 entries....

friday

stayed home the whole day and only in the end went out to meet the milkies (van, xiu, ya) and kristen. went suntec food fair. great food i must say.

these are not all, after one round, we still had desert round and other food... *yummy*

saw minfen when we went over to marina (my car parked there). took a pic with her.

then we went over to Villa Bali and chill... sasa going to meet us there after work. 3 of us ordered a bottle of red wine and yaya had snowball and xiu had irish coffee! (i 4get to try)

xiu and her "coffee" van

ME!

Kristen
yaya

the best fren

mixing snowball and red wine

group pic

final arrival: sasa

Breaking up is hard to do: My personal experience

2007-03-17T17:48:00.000+08:00

http://starblog.stomp.com.sg/Index.aspx?Type=topic&bid=61

blog title:
Breaking up is hard to do: My personal experience

was reading in the blog about breakup.
feel so much for it
yupz
people, if u wanna read abt it
just go lo....yupz

记得

2007-03-16T01:43:00.000+08:00

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

17th post

2007-03-15T06:03:00.000+08:00

stayed home whole day of wed except to send my mum to work twice. (2pid boss of hers went for holidays den she have to cover the job... asss) last min got called by fiona to go clubbing (gal, hope u are feeling better after the drink, dance and talk.... anything u can just call me...) went zouk and obar (dbl o there).... saw alot of frens from both MI and NP.... miss some of them la.. esp my bball pple... hais... i heard something shocking abt zhihao... gosh!!!!!

anw after sending fiona home (she went home early, she is far too tired le), i went back home to take my car and went back zouk to find mel, joanne and jason. went for supper with them den send the 3 of them home b4 coming back. i am still quite energetic... i shld be slping la... arnold ask me for mahjong tml? i hope i can wake up... a bit reluctant due to the parking feee... sianx... can parking be cheaper? damn ex leh.... and i doubt i wanna go beach tml le... (sorry xiuquan, we arrange again k?) but still i wanna go beach, be it morning or night.... so many nights i wanna go to the beach for the breeze. lotsa up my mind... it's getting congested alr... need to pump it... hais...

soksok, u own me a date (dinner date la, dun worry) (*yay*)

fi, i hope that u are okay! my phone will be available for u 24/7. whatever it is, make the decision that u are happier with. decide with ur heart and never regret it. i believe u can do it!!! jia you

19 more days and u will be leaving sg for 18 days... (sian half... more than half la.... shld be si bei sian....) know what? i am super happy to see u. okay, i will spend less money okay? i dun wan u to get scolding too but there's some stuff alr bought so must take okay? (hope the security of thai will get better soon.....) *prays*(though i may not be a believer but i still pray for her safeness) i better get to bed liao.. tml still need to do some chores and groceries buying for the family... yupz... wan an to alll

results

2007-03-14T11:23:00.000+08:00

happy belated birthday to michelle
(well, i did wish u through phone on actual day)

anw i spend my day with tt08 pple.
ps amanda and oso florence... oops
sorry gals
anw went to catch movie with them
inclusive of xueling, arnold, ks, and other guy
before that jason went ard with us too
and after movie, esther joined us for dinner
me and xueling went to walk ard for pressie
but cannot find leh... sianx
anw it was a simple day but it's nice
wanted to drive to a beach at night
wasnt feeling too good ma
but call off the idea
need to be home earli to discuss my trip

todae got waken up by a sms this morning at 8 AM
it's my result
well, it wasnt as bad as i tot it to be lo
despite din really study
but ar, it's oso the oni semester w/o A
abit sian but what to do
i din do some online assignment
nor my 10% report
not bad le la
all got at least B except for one module
but at least i Officially Graduated lo
that's most impt
yuppy... lucky i already started to look for job
and also plan my holidays (in a way)
yup... and to NGEEANNPOLY
i am off you already... love u stilll

way back into love

2007-03-14T11:22:00.000+08:00

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration  
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love  
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

a video for you -<>

2007-03-12T11:46:00.000+08:00

if possible, i would like to watch this with u...

weekend

2007-03-12T10:31:00.000+08:00

really bored intially. missing somebody badly? more like wanting to see someone. even for awhile. hais.

anw sat was track agm. not too bad, it's a 4 in 1 agm... 4 cca into 1 de. okay la... it's been long since i last seen the team. they are realli nice. left after agm. sent xiuling to gleneagle bus stop den left for home. was rather bored and stuff... last min went out with xiuquan. went to watch movie.. caught <> and noe wad? it's a nice movie. i love the song. hehe. (should i get the sound track?)had cheesecake while waiting for the movie to start... went around to shop for present but oni manage to get a card for miss azlin. headed ps for "dinner". had a drink and salad den went home le. (i din drive!!!)

sunday, drove to queenstown there where the rest were waiting for me. puimun and xiangyun took steff's car while manmi and yixiu took mine. headed bedok for miss azlin's wedding(sec sch friend). first time see her the other half la.. not too bad. anw we saw alot of sec sch teachers and juniors and oso the principal. well, it's really nice to see the teachers again la.. quite nice. the food was good too. left after 2 hrs or so la. headed suntec. manmi went off for project, pm for something and steff to meet bf. left the 3 of us to walk ard for the fair den pm join back. saw sokkim and xueling after long long walk, we went to marina kfc for drinks den to kenki sushi for dinner... we sure had a lot of food la. slack till ard 9 plus. left the place den meet up with manmi and waiyee(poor sis got to work overtime for so many hrs yet no extra pay)went havelock for porriage den left lo. wanted to go for ktv but last min cancel due to some reason.

alot of tots running through my mind. can u imagine seeing joy and death on a same day? morning we went for a wedding which brings 2 individual soul tgt but in the afternoon we found out abt a death case. though the person isnt directly my fren, i got affected alot. i teared last night thinking over this. i get very irritated for it. everyday u read the newspaper, any death or injuries that happen, u wouldnt feel as much but knowing that the case got to do with ur fren's fren, it affected me alot. how can one have the courage and the heart to kill one due to a heated arguement. and the arguement was totally silly. i understand that stress at work can make one angry but it doesnt give the excuse to kill... fuck it if u cant take the arguement. dont use violent please... i hate to see death. guess as i get older esp these few years, i see more and more deaths and each individual affected me alot. hais. who are u to deprive pple's life? fuck the killer... really hate it. it makes me think of her last nite while thinking of life. i feel like seeing her. coz life's really fragil and u really dunno wad happen next? i really wanna do something more meaningful. yupz. jiayou yanping.. can one!!!!

thurs-fri

2007-03-09T19:28:00.000+08:00

3th March 2007

firstly HAPPY 21st Birthday to Charlene Wang (cgs) and Esther Naik (NP)
we are getting OLD!!!

stay home the whole afternoon. din do anyting. just slack, reading and watching tv. meet up with elisha and leslie ard 5. pick them up after they bought the cake and headed liang court, parked my car and went riverside point's brewerkz, meet up with spencer and arnold. waited for esther to arrive and had our dinner there. not that fantastic ba... western food lo. shared a pint of strawberry beer with esther too. leslie and arnold went off first for training. then kelvin and wenling came, had the cut cake session... kelvin keeps on telling esther what present we give, den got cake etc la... spoil plan. haha... elisha left to meet up with leslie, kelvin and gf left, the 3 of us walked over to MOS, super long queue. it was the Tertiary Fling party. well, i am not that keen on going but since to celebrate esther birthday den nvm lo. saw candy and she gave me alot of tickets to it la... got extra somemore. me and esther went to pick sok kim, xueling and ks up. i oso went to buy food. drop them at MOS den i went off to pass someting den back to MOS, coz i promise to send sok home ma. anw i think the queue was okay. not as bad while compare to zouk party etc. realli... initially i tot it will be damn crowded but it was the case la. i oni had a few slips of drink coz i driving ma... but got really tempted to smoke, I DIDNT. i remembered u. esther's cousin and her fren oso came. the whole lot of us squeeze into the dance floor and had lotsa fun. even sok sok oso got dance. FLING night? Flirty dancing? we only played among ourselves. even got to protect the gals coz alot of guys try to take their advantage... wahhaha... me oso protecting la. we jus play among ourselves, "flirt" and dance.. wahhaha.. nice nice... dance with all... even the guys.. wahha... fun. saw quite a few frens tooo... my "fling" wahhaha... sok sok.. coz we try to pull some pple tgt ma... so bo bian, she got to entertain me la.... spencer's fren oso joined us.... i spend abt 20bucks to drink mineral water and coke... shldnt have drink but still i enjoyed myself with them. almost every week, our class meet up. love the feeling.... guess when the guys go army, the gals work or study, all these fun would be stopped.. :(
we oso went to the retro dance room to dance (michelle, MOS got retro la... next time u are back, can go lo) . i oni dance awhile.. tired le... left earli with sok ard 3 plus.... drove her home den went home... i lie flat dead aslp... in my dirty clothes

i will put up the photos when esther sent me!!!!! (many many!!)

woke up ard 10. din do much... slack.... den had some biscuit for lunch. went out to LWS sch to register for the lesson ard 3 plus. came home and slack lo... now i am so bored at home. (after so long, finally ate dinner with my parents). anybody who is reading these and is bored too may ask me out. i will drive over....

mon, tues, wed

2007-03-07T21:07:00.000+08:00

a happy monday, no monday blues at all despite alittle lack of slp coz sunday nv slp ma, went ks's place to have BBQ. kinda like a mini BIT gathering... about 3 classes of BIT went. BBQ, mahjong, games, gambling... nice. had overnight mahjong (impromtu) den all the rest who ton over night went for mac breakfast tgt, all 14 remaining of us. 2 cars, jason and mine... his car family car big ma.. so can squeeze many many pple lo.. hehe... left mac earli coz got to bring my car to service. drop sok and spencer for them to take bus. slp for an hr and went to collect my car liao.... meet peanut and went to great world and oso to my doc till evening. nice gathering. and finally i had a meeting with lorlor.. so long nv tok to her la... we ate at TCC, i snacked while she ate(oops)... she came home with me(not realli la), she's taking bus from my place ma... hehe... nice toking to u gal. thanks.... u've been a great fren over the 8 yrs... love u my friend

tues, 6th March. finally the commence of our event, the movie outing of the elderly. first thing in the mornnig went to pick up esther, mildred and melissa. lost my way to the place coz i first time take alternate route to the place. den headed GV @ marina for our movie. Watched "Just follow Law" ma. about 70+ pple tgt watching movie is quite fun la. but got to take care of their safety etc lo. abit more work but it's really nice to see the whole thing. Really appreciate the volunteers, Alex, Esther, Melissa, Stanley and Yuanjin. Thanks. Not forgetting my event leader, Mildred. good job, girl.

sent her to BBDC and last min went to pm's hse. sent her back then help pm buy some stuff. played mahjong with elisha, xueling and arnold till ard 12plus. had supper den went home. suppose to have overnite mahjong but someone last min ps. (spoil my another plan).

wed... FINALLY i got to meet up with Fiona after 3 plus months la. lotsa catch but i guess we din really tok much about my updates.. more like chitchatting with her. we ate @ swenson. gosh, it's been long since we have such indulged. we had really alot of food la... (okok, we did waste some food, but it wasnt on purpose la, we were too full). did some shopping at PS and then headed to bugis. fiona drove my car there... hehe.... i was the passenger... wahhahaha... anw we headed the superhero shop to buy her t-shirt for her boy. and i went kino to get my book, finally BUY the book le... <> and peanut, u can borrow from me le... i cant wait to start on the book. it was really good to catch up with fiona anw. she helped me come up with my birthday theme... i noe it's very earli to start planning now. but u see ar, my birthday is in july and it would be super messy if i oni start planning one or 2 months before. so i decided to start earli and i am more or less confirm le... i will be doing the subsequence planning lo. hehe.... (dont tell u all just yet, oni a few will noe first).... lotsa planning, but i promise... it willl be GOOD.... too bad, mich will be in aussie when i have my party... if nt i am sure she will love it... (oops, too much hints)... yup.. that's about it... and lastly i miss ya

sat

2007-03-04T17:44:00.000+08:00

meet mildred in the morning for ticket collection etc. went to check out courses too. went to get her wallet then send her to driving. headed home to rest. went home to rest after that. at nite went to serene and shu wen's 21st bdae birthday. went home early coz xp they also going off. was really bored i must say.

the unusualy part was chatting in the middle of the night with mildred. a really good talk about life, love life, studies and everything. thanks for listening and sharing too. thanks friend. alot goes into my head. thanks. too much to be said but little to be type. words beyond my knowledge could be used. just appreciate the talk. thanks friend!

2007-03-03T15:34:00.000+08:00

many many thoughts came to my mind recently. life, career, love. something i feel life can be so pathetic. at times we are looking at how silly, poor, sorry can some people be and often we failed to look at ourself. whenever we starts to make a remark on somebody, it is a reflection on us. if everyone reflects a little, this world would be a much better place. seriously, i dun really care for materialistic life, i wan a more accomplished life. i wish life can be more meaningful. i ain that young anymore. considering the fact that i am going to be 21 in 5 mths time, i should start planning my life, my career. i wanna be filial to my parents, they suffered so much to brought me this big. they give me my life hence i owe them. i cannot fail them. at times, i really felt super unfair though but life is nv fair, we got to make the best out of it. BE it love, life, career, it's all the same.

2007-03-01T10:28:00.000+08:00

if i wish to see u tonight, will u ask me out? even if it's only 10mins?

mon

2007-03-01T10:27:00.000+08:00

it's been long since i last blog. just a brief update. my new year period involved visting, gambling, clubbing, sending pple off and celebrating yaya birthday. basically as a chinese saying goes, when u are down in love, somehow u are luckier in gambling. guess it works.

shall just blog about todae. it was almost a prefect day for me except for one person. went out with ginni to give her her treat on tcc and look for my vest and being my lucky star, i found!!!! *hooray* walked ard with her den sent her to sch. wanted to get my lappy fixed but too bad, too late and plus it was raining badly. drove off to weiliang's hse to meet up the classmates. gamble over there. had some winnings. met up with PEANUT at 10pm. i am a happy person. went west coast for supper. saw no brain and shuwen... nice to meet up with them. went walk walk at west coast den sent peanut home. it was such a good day and somebody got to spoil it.... (so angry) i wish i could shout it out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!

i was trying to be nice//// f**K la
(sorry ar, i post this post at wrong blog....)

2007-02-17T21:15:00.000+08:00

this year's new year will be the slackiest
alot of relative no need to go
so we will oni be visiting one family
so if anybody wanna go out
just give me a call
i will confirm say okay la

love?

2007-02-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

was reading my pal's blog
i noe she's bothered by some comments
seriously what i feel tat
whatever the outcome is
is their choice
why are u trying to complain
it's totally none of your business
are u just jealous?
i believe they are in love with each other
as a fren
i sent u all my blessing
and fren, i wanna see ur happiness and tears again k?
u noe i will always be there for you
anytime and i mean it.

love is sumting shared between 2
it cannot be understand by 3rd party
this special feeling oni exist in the world of 2
it doesnt mean tat 2 have to be tgt to understand this feeling
it's weird huh
yea but it's true
we cry so much just to let someone else know u love her
why bothered so much?
if u love the person, let her go
wish for her happiness
isnt it much better?
silently care and love
she will understand
to all people who are in love (be it one sided or not)
be happy that u understand love
enjoy this feeling
open your heart and accept whatever outcome
lvoe your heart out
care the soul and everything about the person
tell her that u love her
be there for her
that's all u need to do
ENOUGH!

2007-02-17T00:49:00.001+08:00

dreams are over
i know

thurs and fri

2007-02-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

congrats peanut for finishing ur exam already

a gathering day i guess
meet up with my pri sch si tang, qingli
she grad from np last yearnow in NUS
she's so smart lo
always being the one i looking up to
heard that when she was in ACC that time
she is her class top la
plus i remember seeing the grad list
she got win those award la
been 1 yr plus since i last seen her
and through our conversation
i realise we have known each other for 11 yrs
and definately it's still counting
she jus KNOW me so well
despite we hardly update each other much
ate late lunch at brekos and then headed town
walk and shop ardand i finally found my singles *cheers*
waited for leiyen for dinner at TCC
another 12 yrs of frenshipwell. she's one of my most regretted frenship tat i failed to cherish
and now i never break this frenship again
NEVER!
qingli says something which puzzel abit still.
anw i continue to shop ard with qingli
while lei yen needs to go back to work
poor gal
oh ya, she got her PR already*yay*
so means she will always be in sg
wanted to buy my bak gua so headed great world
but too bad... sold out
walk abit more den send qingli to MRTwent suntec to meet mich
finally met her
she's like leaving next week la(and gal, we havent take photo yet and our frenship will last longer; wo bu hui zhong se qing you de, and finally thanks for praising me and i enjoy talking to u toooo)
went newton for supper cum dinner
wanted to go eat beancurd but sold out liao
sent her home and headed home to slp (missing someone)
this morning wake up ard 9 plus.wash up and headed market
remember that i say that i am the housewife this year
went market 2 times la (far too heavy)to get groceries and stuff
just now drove to great world to buy bak gua(lazy me)
lucky that i drive coz i went cold storage and bought more STUFF*gosh*
i am so tired la... wanna rest awhile
spent so much on groceries and my energy level super low
need to TOP UP soon...

vera, glad that u noe we super long nv meet
and please ar... u better arrange one soon
and thanks for being there and show your concern
and u noe i will be here for u too de.
alrite, back to work liao...i am a super tired housewife.....

2007-02-17T00:08:00.001+08:00

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